Now and then

I miss the earlier stage of our meeting. 

When you were still curious about me. 

When you knew little about me. 

When you still wanted to know stuff about me. 

When you were still curious.

When you made time for me. 

Why do people leave after they were fed with their curiosities?

Why did you change?

You no longer wish me good morning.

Replies are getting shorter and harder to get.

Why things turned this way when you seemed excited to know me at the first place.

And now, I guess, I am left with just my own feelings.

Feelings of being left, unwanted and ignored. 

Being left with all these feelings for me to deal with on my own.

'I will stay. I will be around. We will maintain this way. We will remain close.'

***

it's all lies

26-01-2017

Assalamualaikum :p

Some points that I feel important at the moment (at this point of life). That help me through rough days. I have been feeling so down and low-spirited these days. A lot of things have contributed to that. I guess I am a little bit shocked and overwhelmed by what have been happening to me. So, here goes my lists of thoughts.

1-Berteguh hatilah dalam berdoa kepada Allah S.W.T
2-Yakin dengan pertolongan Allah. Kemenangan itu pasti datang.
3- Kalau kita betul betul nak kan Allah, usaha bersungguh-sungguh ke arah tu. Baca, belajar, usaha      utk dapatkan ilmu Allah. InshaAllah Allah janji untuk memudahkan urusan ke arah jalan tu.

***

4-Some people come into your life to teach you how to let go
5-If there's any good in what've left, it would've stayed
6-Seriously, you need to forget about him. Stop trying to rationalise his actions and his words towards you. Maybe, just maybe, he really meant to do good and interested to know about your life here or   maybe just about Edinburgh (whatever that was). But, not anymore. It's not worth it. He's not for you. Learn to accept that, please. Haha
7-Stay strong and move on
8-Stop focusing on a black dot on a piece of white paper.
9-Focus on the wider empty space that is waiting to be filled with more precious, exciting and happy memories.
10-Greeted by CK and James Nehaul on my way back from Kings Buildings this evening. They were on their bikes heading to KB, and received a sweet smile from a sweet girl in front of the national library. Godsent happiness every time I was walking home sad. Be grateful Farah Asri :)

A Trip to Dublin :)

Assalamualaikum :p

    On the 25th till 27th November, I went to Tia's place over the weekend. I stayed at Syafikah Ahmad's and Mirazmy's place on the first day. She brought me to dinner and met Nazual as well. It was a nice reunion for all of us. Everyone was all grown up and matured. I was just happy to meet them again. They were all nice and pretty. Met Syud, Mim and Ada as well. SOme old and new friends.

Swans near Syafik's house

Ada, Mim,Syafik, me, Syud,Nazu

                                         

Wefie with the swans

Met Tia and the first thing we did was studying
Well, she was but I watched a movie next to her and Nizam and Shaqil :)

Uuuuuuu names engraved on them

This is the library for the Medical students (I think)

This is the interior.
Would be spend my weekends here if I were to study here

Meet NIZAM ! Such a cool and hardworking and kind one.
You'll make a great doctor Nizam. Keep it up.

On Sunday, meet up with Syadia at
Imsomnia Cafe
Nice chit chat we had :)

Chocolate free pun okay lahhh.
Shaqil belanja me a hot chocolate from Butlers.
Cheers gang.

Cool kids on the block (Dublin City Centre)

Thank you guys for showing me around.
Good luck in your clinical years back home.

Selfie wajib dengan Shaqil satu before leaving.

Thanks Mamu and Muzakkir for coming even for a lil while.
See you in Penang !

Thank you Tia and Syafik !
Dublin was nice.
 Meeting u guys was even better :)

        

I arrived at the airport at 4.30 a.m. It was amazingly quite busy early morning. I passed the security at about 5.00 a.m and I waited till 5.35 a.m. for the gate to be advised. I went into the shops and got myself a peach tea. Nothing much to do when you were still sleepy. Hahaha

                                           

Good to be back.
But, not good to need to rush to a
9 am lecture and 10-12 lab. LOL

                                                 

Finally, the doors of Dublin. I had fun taking photos with the rainbow coloured doors. They were the main attractions of Dublin actually. C'mon Malaysians, we can be creative as well. :) 

That's it for now. Till next time Dubs.

xx

Farah Asri