Assalamualaikum :D
Well, come to think of it, something random 'pop' from my mind. Will I ever have a boyfriend ? Well if you ask me, I would love to have one. Not that I'm intending to find one now. I'm totally not gonna do it before I manage to get hold of 4A* first. LOL It's just that I'm getting bored writing about studies, future tertiary education plans, is it okay for me to pursue Bsc in Geology and STUDIES all the way. HAHA Come on. Lets chill a bit.
SO,
Will I ever have one ? How will you know that he likes you back ? And most of the time, it's always something like crush. I don't really care whether it's severe or normal crush towards someone. HAHA Okay, this topic is kinda funny. Don't take it seriously will ya ? Do you know what makes it worse? He doesn't even care and doesn't even know your existence. Whoa. That is terrifying. HAHA
And maybe that's what happening to me here right now. I don't really care as it's not the time to lovey-dovey yet. Baru 18 erkkk. What if everyone already have their partner and the person I like never even look at me ? So sad. HAHA
Here are some answers to that loads of questions.
Ajal,jodoh,rezeki di tangan ALLAH. No need to worry. And people will say. " Yeah ! It's true but you need to put your efforts too. You can't just wait there and wait for a prince charming [ putih, tnggi, pakai specs ] to come and propose to you. "
That is exactly TRUE. Tapi rakan-rakan, according to Ustazah Mazura's explaination, one of the way our efforts are done are by going to college/university and mingle with the opposite gender whenever needed. That is one of the many efforts. SO, there is no such thing like to have a boyfriend and consider it as an effort in finding your soul mate.
I hope I delivered my points clearly without any misconceptions. And I think that it is more to self-motivate me. HEHE To redha and keep struggling for success but at the same time balancing my spiritual needs without worrying whether I'll be able to find a boyfriend or not. HAHA
InshaALLAH when the right time comes and when I'm ready for it, Mr. Right will show himself up. I hope I'll live long enough to have a boyfriend, obtain my degree, masters, PhD, get married, have children bla3
Okay, so long dear friends [ I hope there's someone out there reading my blog and obtain benefits from it :) ] I'm still hoping there's a silent reader for my blog :) HEHE
p/s : Can u just pray that things will get better between me and ehm yeah certain person out there :) Thanks and I hope he would be friends with me. muahahahaha
Tuesday, December 25, 2012
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I can't believe I did what I just did. haha It didn't feel so wrong after all. hmm. I can assume we're much cooler now. haha HOPEFULLY no more social awkwardness. LOL Haih I have serious problem here. Yeah. I'll surely overcome it. No worries right farahELIENA. leulzz
Sunday, December 23, 2012
Today :]
Assalamualaikum :D
I changed my desktop background again. This time into this.
I changed my desktop background again. This time into this.
I am writing this here because I really don't know to whom I should talk about this with. That is basically because I have been repeating the old same thing. Lame right ? I love to write them down. I mean these mixed feelings of mine so that when I succeed later on, I will have something to look back and browse through. The old me they say. HAHA
Honestly, I am scared. I am scared of failing. Not succeeding. Not achieving. Who doesn't right ? Susah rupanya nak keep being self-motivated. Takut2 jugak tapi usaha kena berterusan.Takut je tanpa usaha buat apa kan ?
*blank*
Later :)
Sunday, December 16, 2012
Reflection and wild dreams
Assalamualaikum :]
These random things just pop up from my mind just now. They are so random that I almost don't have time to comprehend them myself. So, I decided to put them into words. Easier to understand don't you think ?
DREAM BIG people would say. Yeah. I dream so BIG. And I achieve BIG. Alhamdulillah. Sometimes, I didn't get what I want. I tried my best but I didn't succeed. Do you know why? That is because HE have much better plan for me. Alhamdulillah, even I failed, I was given the opportunity to see and understand the HIKMAH and lights behind the darkness :D
My point here is I always plan. Everything. I plan what to study. I calculated how many days until my next holiday and I plan what to buy and what to do during my semester break. However, my plans don't work out as perfectly as I wanted of course.
Sweet like candy I know. That is why we don't need to be so frustrated if things don't go our way.
And now here I am, planning again or more likely to dreaming again and trying to put them into words. As simple as I could so that people would easily understand. ( as if there's any silent reader in here :p )
So, off I go from Kelate to JB. I spent my good five years in Johor Bahru :] Alhamdulillah ALLAH always love HIS servants. HE give us what we need. Seriously. What we need. At the right time and the right moment. I pass my SPM with flying colours. Just the way I wanted. Just the way I wanted so that I can make my MAMA and PAPA and family proud of me. So that, all the money and energy they spent on me become worthwhile.
"...But it is possible that you dislike a thing which is good for you, and that you love a thing which is bad for you. But Allah knows, and you know not "
If you fail, it is okay to be sad for a while. Get a grip of yourself. Embrace the failure and get back up. YEAH. GET BACK UP and you just need to work a bit harder than before right.
...and these are my current dreams and aims :
AND plus yg dalam previous post :
These random things just pop up from my mind just now. They are so random that I almost don't have time to comprehend them myself. So, I decided to put them into words. Easier to understand don't you think ?
DREAM BIG people would say. Yeah. I dream so BIG. And I achieve BIG. Alhamdulillah. Sometimes, I didn't get what I want. I tried my best but I didn't succeed. Do you know why? That is because HE have much better plan for me. Alhamdulillah, even I failed, I was given the opportunity to see and understand the HIKMAH and lights behind the darkness :D
" When you try your best but you don't succeed " Fix You - Coldplay
My point here is I always plan. Everything. I plan what to study. I calculated how many days until my next holiday and I plan what to buy and what to do during my semester break. However, my plans don't work out as perfectly as I wanted of course.
" Kita merancang dengan cita-cita kita. ALLAH merancang untuk kita dengan CINTA-NYA :] " Kak Wani Usrah
Sweet like candy I know. That is why we don't need to be so frustrated if things don't go our way.
"Dan sesungguhnya! kesudahan keadaanmu adalah lebih baik bagimu daripada permulaannya."
yeah *I WANT THIS to become a reality
Okay let me start.
So, since UPSR's result was announced, I dreamed on entering MRSM Kuala Krai. Never crossed my mind about applying to SBP. HAHA I failed to get the offer from MRSM of course. But in turn, I managed to get a letter from STF Johor Bahru. I never saw that coming. I was hoping to get an offer from TKC actually. HIHI I didn't give so much thought on that and just told mama that I want to give it a shot. So, eventually, I love being called a Tun Fatimah's student :D ALLAH knows best right. I seriously enjoyed my teenage-time-spent in all girls' school. HEAVEN GILE.
" If you never try, you'll never know " Fix You - Coldplay
So, off I go from Kelate to JB. I spent my good five years in Johor Bahru :] Alhamdulillah ALLAH always love HIS servants. HE give us what we need. Seriously. What we need. At the right time and the right moment. I pass my SPM with flying colours. Just the way I wanted. Just the way I wanted so that I can make my MAMA and PAPA and family proud of me. So that, all the money and energy they spent on me become worthwhile.
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Betapa ALLAH itu sebaik-baik perancang. I honestly didn't understand at first. Because I didn't see it. After SPM result was announced, all the SPM leavers were busy applying for scholarships and I ended up getting a few offers for the interview. PETRONAS, BANK NEGARA MALAYSIA and KHAZANAH. I didn't apply for MARA. The interview for BNM and PETRONAS were held on the same date :O I chose to go for PETRONAS but I failed to get the sponsorship. Sounds bad right. But hey, ALLAH is the best planner. HE know what we don't know.
Surah Al-Baqarah: 216
"...But it is possible that you dislike a thing which is good for you, and that you love a thing which is bad for you. But Allah knows, and you know not "
ALLAH give me the thing I need and in which I am capable of. I seriously couldn't cope with further mathematics and high expectations from Bank Negara right. Maybe PETRONAS would send me to USA and I won't be doing so good in SAT or ADP. Yeah because I wanted to go to UK so badly.
Surah Al-Baqarah: 284
" Allah tidak akan membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan
kesanggupannya.Dia mendapat pahala ( daripada kebajikan ) yang
diusahakannya dan ia mendapat seksa (daripada kejahatan) yang
dikerjakannya..."
Despite my failure in getting those private scholarships, I was qualified to get MOE BURSARY and will be doing A Levels in my dreamed college - Taylor's College :D ALHAMDULILLAH. That is the starting point where I realized that I really need to be grateful and stop complaining. See the sunny side in everything. InshaALLAH ALLAH will always help the people in need. HIS beloved servants.
From then on, I never stop hoping, dreaming aiming and achieving !!
If you fail, it is okay to be sad for a while. Get a grip of yourself. Embrace the failure and get back up. YEAH. GET BACK UP and you just need to work a bit harder than before right.
...and these are my current dreams and aims :
- So, I want to get 4A* in Cambridge A Levels
- Enter Manchester University
- Finish my Bsc degree in GEOLOGY and get a Masters also lah in UK
- Get a SHELL/PETRONAS scholarship for degree
- Balik kerja dengan PETRONAS and be rich muehehehe
- Then, apply to work in CANADA
- Go jalan2 at USA while working in CANADA
- Get married with a guy who is cool enough to love me
- Go to Mecca with mama+papa+isya+abe+ah+che+nor+mami+abah
- Own audi sport orange, a house with a swimming pool HAHA
SO LET US WORK HARD AND ACHIEVE GREAT THINGS :]
- Reti main guitar pepel tu
- Own an ipod touch *white colour and pink MACbook
- Reti swimming gaya bebas n gaya katak n gaya kupu2 *bukan yg satu nafas tu je =.='
- Blaja naik kuda *bukan keldai, nanti dia stop utk kencing mcm kat uk pfft
- Own a camera besar and learn photography
- and of course acieving kemanisan iman n kemanisan ukhuwah. G mekkah UK EUROPE lah senang
Sunday, November 25, 2012
Roller coaster post
Salam :D
SO,
This post is kinda private and not so beneficial I supposed but then I'll try to insert some good things alright. *as if there's anyone out there who cares to read HAHA
Seriously, I hate to have such feelings. Do u know what kind of feelings I'm referring? It's like u seriously don't have time to TERcrush to anyone because college life is not the time to enjoy and looking for *teman hidup* ceyhhhh :P as like what I've been repeating before, PRE-U is the most toughest and crucial stage in our education because if we flunk in our pre-u as for me *A-LEVELS, puffff ur gone. haha Okay itu over I knnow but more or less like that. Kena start all over again. Ye lah U mana nak terima budak yg fail beb ?
Nadia once told me : We don't need to worry as the right person will come at the right place at the very right moment. :)
Just keep praying. That is all we need to do NOW. Well, as for me, I would love to do everything and to know everyone in life BUT we just need to prioritize.
Okay, I should be finishing this post as I'm taking too much time here. STUDY xgerak2 lagi. >.<"
Honestly, as I enter college, of course I TERRRR nampak/focus to a few people. hehehe *gatal naa tp I'm not that desperate okay. I still know what is more important to me. Of course study is everything as for now as for me :) but I cannot help. The other curious and skillful in stalking part in me sometimes overtake the nerd me. HAHA What a description huh =.='
Anyways, I secretly told myself that I would really like to be friends with them. There are three of them. If you are close friends of mine, I'm surely u would have some names in your mind because it is not that hard to guess. HAHA Especially if u are with me from high school. 1-A...... 2-B......3-C.........
As time goes by, I get to know A tp masa tu mcm xde la crush sangat, biasa je. But things got complicated after Malaysian Studies and now mcm xde harapan to be friends anymore. HAHA but it's okay. I'm over it. Lantaklah. malas nak layan. And I knew B because of flight things bla3. Eventually, we became a pretty good friends. That's good. As for C, I really have no idea how to be friends with C because we just knew each other during orientation. Game Tom and Jerry ? haha We're not even classmates so there's no things to deal with and xkan nak g tego2 tiba. "Hai, nak kawan x dgn aku ?" That would be insane. HAHA So, I let it pass. We just angguk to each other if terserempak at kedai uncle level 1. haha That , I would call we're friends. haha
And coincidentally, I needed C's help later after our first acquaintance during orientation week. HAHA and supp I think we become friends now. Now, I am friends with all of them except A, I'm not sure how. Let time do its magic maybe. I have 1.5 more years here anyway.
My point here is how ALLAH is powerful to *membolak-balikkan hati manusia* .
Sekejap2 I feel like I like one person, another time I feel like I get over with him and like another person. But of course, I keep it to myself. haha Because it is not the time yet to find bf/partner ? LOL and I'm not that sure whether this is a true feeling or just main2 and I don't think he likes me back. HAHA buat malu saja dong.
If I were to put it in a simpler way, sekejap2 I like oneD songs and now I'm really into Boys Like Girls. When will WESTLIFE SIMPLE PLAN BSB will show up? Always liking em and never will change. hehe
I want to do lots of other things and I want to achieve GREAT things too. So, this useless crush feelings and liking shouldn't come across my way. LIKE SERIOUSLY NO!!
Things I wanna do :
SO,
This post is kinda private and not so beneficial I supposed but then I'll try to insert some good things alright. *as if there's anyone out there who cares to read HAHA
Seriously, I hate to have such feelings. Do u know what kind of feelings I'm referring? It's like u seriously don't have time to TERcrush to anyone because college life is not the time to enjoy and looking for *teman hidup* ceyhhhh :P as like what I've been repeating before, PRE-U is the most toughest and crucial stage in our education because if we flunk in our pre-u as for me *A-LEVELS, puffff ur gone. haha Okay itu over I knnow but more or less like that. Kena start all over again. Ye lah U mana nak terima budak yg fail beb ?
Nadia once told me : We don't need to worry as the right person will come at the right place at the very right moment. :)
Just keep praying. That is all we need to do NOW. Well, as for me, I would love to do everything and to know everyone in life BUT we just need to prioritize.
Okay, I should be finishing this post as I'm taking too much time here. STUDY xgerak2 lagi. >.<"
Honestly, as I enter college, of course I TERRRR nampak/focus to a few people. hehehe *gatal naa tp I'm not that desperate okay. I still know what is more important to me. Of course study is everything as for now as for me :) but I cannot help. The other curious and skillful in stalking part in me sometimes overtake the nerd me. HAHA What a description huh =.='
Anyways, I secretly told myself that I would really like to be friends with them. There are three of them. If you are close friends of mine, I'm surely u would have some names in your mind because it is not that hard to guess. HAHA Especially if u are with me from high school. 1-A...... 2-B......3-C.........
As time goes by, I get to know A tp masa tu mcm xde la crush sangat, biasa je. But things got complicated after Malaysian Studies and now mcm xde harapan to be friends anymore. HAHA but it's okay. I'm over it. Lantaklah. malas nak layan. And I knew B because of flight things bla3. Eventually, we became a pretty good friends. That's good. As for C, I really have no idea how to be friends with C because we just knew each other during orientation. Game Tom and Jerry ? haha We're not even classmates so there's no things to deal with and xkan nak g tego2 tiba. "Hai, nak kawan x dgn aku ?" That would be insane. HAHA So, I let it pass. We just angguk to each other if terserempak at kedai uncle level 1. haha That , I would call we're friends. haha
And coincidentally, I needed C's help later after our first acquaintance during orientation week. HAHA and supp I think we become friends now. Now, I am friends with all of them except A, I'm not sure how. Let time do its magic maybe. I have 1.5 more years here anyway.
My point here is how ALLAH is powerful to *membolak-balikkan hati manusia* .
Sekejap2 I feel like I like one person, another time I feel like I get over with him and like another person. But of course, I keep it to myself. haha Because it is not the time yet to find bf/partner ? LOL and I'm not that sure whether this is a true feeling or just main2 and I don't think he likes me back. HAHA buat malu saja dong.
If I were to put it in a simpler way, sekejap2 I like oneD songs and now I'm really into Boys Like Girls. When will WESTLIFE SIMPLE PLAN BSB will show up? Always liking em and never will change. hehe
SOMEDAY. WHEN THE RIGHT TIME COMES.My point here is I don't want to have any pointless feelings like this. I feel very insecure and hopeless and sometimes desperate pfft. I need to let it go. Yakin lah when ur ready, ALLAH will give u the things and person (maybe) u need.
I want to do lots of other things and I want to achieve GREAT things too. So, this useless crush feelings and liking shouldn't come across my way. LIKE SERIOUSLY NO!!
Things I wanna do :
- Reti main guitar pepel tu
- Own an ipod touch *white colour and pink MACbook
- Reti swimming gaya bebas n gaya katak n gaya kupu2 *bukan yg satu nafas tu je =.='
- Blaja naik kuda *bukan keldai, nanti dia stop utk kencing mcm kat uk pfft
- Own a camera besar and learn photography
- and of course acieving kemanisan iman n kemanisan ukhuwah. G mekkah UK EUROPE lah senang
THAT is why I cannot have these kind of feelings. Mengganggu konsentrasi tau x? Doa lah supaya kita sentiasa fokus and tak ter-off track with all these temptations because
my dreams wouldn't be falling from the STARS.
emotional breakdown. haha
Salam :D
I should be studying now but there's too many*much things been playing in my mind. Just wanna let them go. That's why I am here writing this post. I know, it has been a long time since I posted anything. I mean yeah. Apa2 la kan.
SO,
How should I put them.I always wonder or maybe assume that I will survive A Levels. Yeah. I never think of applying MARA or other scholarship apart from PETRONAS, BANK NEGARA and some private scholars. I wasn't really sure why did I choose to do A Levels at the first place except that I want to go to the UK again. I want to go to 35 Falkland Street again and sit on the bench near the tall Christmas tree around the shopping mall (cant remember the name PJ HUGE??) eating onion bread.
AND,
because of the reasons above, I willingly choose to do A levels that I thought more or less like SPM :D optimistic me eyt. haih mcm mana nak cakap ni. HMMMM. so here I am then. AND now I know A Levels is surely not a piece of cake nor MORE OR LESS LIKE SPM. It is damn hard and it requires tonnes of hard work and effort. I need to have the highest level of self motivation in order to survive in which I think I'm lacking of right now :'( Okay.
Back to business. I keep feeling so down and frustrated because I failed in Math test a few days back and during the two-hour-break, I went to the library and isolated myself in the quite zone. Calling che nor andcrying sikittttt je eh. HAHA After that I felt so much better . I decided to go back late. I took the last bus as I don't wanna meet my housemates because their results GEMPAK GILE la kan. Nanti I would fall down the hill guling2 lg haha. I just need to have some time alone. *bunyi depressed gile kan haha biasalah in order to get up we all need that little time utk *berkabung* sekejap. LIKE that 4th of May when I discovered I failed to get petronas. muahaha Yelah and that what if thing. If I went BNM interview interview AND not PETRONAS, would I be called a Bank Negara's scholar now? Tapi ALLAH knows the best. I seriously cannot tanggung FURTHER MATH woooooo. lagi la depressed. MATH pon mcm ni.HAHA lol
I stayback with Nadia and I'm lucky to have a friend so nice like her. She told me that
Another problem err bukanla major problem sangat *biasalah remaja sedang membesar. HORMON EMOSI xstabil mcm roller coaster. Next post eh ^^
BTW BOYS LIKE GIRLS Be Your Everything. Awhhhh.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UttOVBD-Rvw
I should be studying now but there's too many*much things been playing in my mind. Just wanna let them go. That's why I am here writing this post. I know, it has been a long time since I posted anything. I mean yeah. Apa2 la kan.
SO,
How should I put them.I always wonder or maybe assume that I will survive A Levels. Yeah. I never think of applying MARA or other scholarship apart from PETRONAS, BANK NEGARA and some private scholars. I wasn't really sure why did I choose to do A Levels at the first place except that I want to go to the UK again. I want to go to 35 Falkland Street again and sit on the bench near the tall Christmas tree around the shopping mall (cant remember the name PJ HUGE??) eating onion bread.
AND,
because of the reasons above, I willingly choose to do A levels that I thought more or less like SPM :D optimistic me eyt. haih mcm mana nak cakap ni. HMMMM. so here I am then. AND now I know A Levels is surely not a piece of cake nor MORE OR LESS LIKE SPM. It is damn hard and it requires tonnes of hard work and effort. I need to have the highest level of self motivation in order to survive in which I think I'm lacking of right now :'( Okay.
Back to business. I keep feeling so down and frustrated because I failed in Math test a few days back and during the two-hour-break, I went to the library and isolated myself in the quite zone. Calling che nor and
I stayback with Nadia and I'm lucky to have a friend so nice like her. She told me that
"It is okay to feel down and sad but don't be for too long :D Get up and be successful, then u'll appreciate ur achievement more as u know how it felt to fail :D "
-NADIAsyamila-
"Go treat urself with something sweet and expensive :D Beli chocolate mahal2 tu. Beli subway. Cheer urself up. U've bought a purple guitar kan haha "
-CHEnor-
Looking back, I know I don't have the rights to complain and feel down. Tengoklah betapa ALLAH itu sayangkan saya. Menyayangi hamba-hambaNya. HE give me PEOPLE who love me more than anything. Such awesome friends. Air to breath, another day to live :D SUBHANALLAH~~ ALLAH uji sikit je baru dah rasa nak putus asa. Remember, be grateful. You are here already. In Taylors after getting straight A+. What more to ask Faraheliena ? :) All u need to do now is get back up and work HARDER okay. Don't ever feel down because ur not alone. ALLAH will always be by ur side :')
Tengok kanak2 dekat GAZA, xde peluang langsung nak g UK, blaja, buat a levels or even to live their LIFE :D Astarghfirullah...
Tengok kanak2 dekat GAZA, xde peluang langsung nak g UK, blaja, buat a levels or even to live their LIFE :D Astarghfirullah...
PRAY FOR GAZA
PRAY FOR GAZA
InshaALLAH doa2 dari org MUKMIN itu akan ALLAH makbulkan.
AMIN :')
Another problem err bukanla major problem sangat *biasalah remaja sedang membesar. HORMON EMOSI xstabil mcm roller coaster. Next post eh ^^
BTW BOYS LIKE GIRLS Be Your Everything. Awhhhh.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UttOVBD-Rvw
Monday, September 10, 2012
SYUHAIDA SYU SYUUUUUUU.
ini dia KAWANkawanku yg cumeel dan SYU dearest yg diraikan.
COMELkan kawan2 aku. tengok faraheliena lah.
bahaha
*nak cover sedih :"( SYU gelak tauhh
Dearest
friend of mine : SYUHAIDA AHMAD KAMAL :'D
*dari
pagi lagi buat post nie tp x-TER-tulis apa2 lagi syu :")
*jadi
speechless
One thing
for sure, this morning I browse through your latest post and as expected,
bergenang kot air mata. *I cried hihi. Tp bukanla over over SYU :D Xpasti lah
sedih tu kenapa. Rindu SYU dan rakan2 STF barangkali. Yang pasti, the
fact that my dear friend here is going to fly away to JORDAN is like
"cepatnya
masa berlalu. Syu nak fly dahhhh???"
and
JORDAN is so far away from Malaysia :'( sobs sobs sobs Tapi, ingat balik, di
setiap pertemuan itu pasti ada perpisahan. Benar. Perpisahan itu pahit. Syu nak
fly sebab nak menuntut ilmu. Jihad ! Jihad SYU :) Kenapa perlu bersedih. Cheer
up and support SYU. karang lagi dia nangis kalau kite yg sedih.
:) -->
:] -->
:D --> <3>3>
Nanti
bila dah lama2 berpisah, lama2 pergi belajar, balik2 semua dah GRADSS. yeehaaa! semua dah LAWA and SLIM. wohoo #xpasal
saya tahu. Anyways, nanti bila that day comes, we will all gather together
again and reminisce the sad, bitter, sweet and bittersweet memories together.
Bawakla apa2 or SAPE2 yg patut. haha #girls talk
JADI
SYUHAIDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AHMAD
KAMAL :D
ini
pesanan utk anda. khas utk anda sb anda nak fly petang ni ke bumi JORDAN.
- SYU, jaga diri, jaga makan, jaga barang2 penting, jaga HATI. hik3
- SYU, belajar bersungguh sungguh. biar dapat stret A selalu. hik3
- SYU, jangan ada boifren kat sana. nanti
- sedih TUUUT. haha
- tapi kalau ada pon cerita la kat kte. kalau ada crush ke apa ke. okke
- SYU, nanti selalu lah contact. now kan dunia maju. ada skype. ada whats app. Kasik number JORDAN nanti tauh
- SYU, jangan lupa buat INSTAGRAM and add kite sb nak tengok life syu kat sana :D
- SYU, stay strong and jagan cepat give up tau. okay :D
- SYU kena kuat kat sana. kat bumi orang. kat negara lain. BERHATI HATI selalu
- Kalau nak klua, make sure ramai2 and ada lelaki tauh :D
- SYU banyak lagi tp xtertulis. I miss yaaaaa and jangan lupakan kte
- Nanti kte jumpa lagi tauu.
- Doakan kte dapat fly UK ngan AMIRUL.
- SEMOGA KITA KAWAN SELAMANYA
- kalau ad or ngurat kata dah berpunya. ahakzzzzz
That's
almost about it. too much babbling nanti xfly syu sb nak baca post neh. HAHA.
SYU baca doa naik kenderaan and be safe SYU <3>3>
JANGAN
NANGIS !! kirim salam STFians kat sana. Kak Bayah especially <3>3>
SALAM ALAIK ukhti, uhibbuka fillah *cewah
Tuesday, August 7, 2012
College life again.
I got the lowest mark for mathematics test. 27 over 40. The average mark was 32 and above. pffft. and a number of students got full mark. So sad and very much frustrating huh. Dulu masa sekolah rendah xpenah dapat B or selain number one. Naik STF, mula rasa dapat B and xpernah jejak number one anymore in form. Masuk college mula lah nak rasa jadi budak paling 'pandai' dalam kelas. Oh great. Great life you say.
Dugaan cabaran. Chaiyokkk. but still -.-' damn bad man. hihi
Dugaan cabaran. Chaiyokkk. but still -.-' damn bad man. hihi
Tuesday, July 31, 2012
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I shouldn't have say hello and tried to have a friend chat with him. erhh bazzet :P seriously. daaaa~
Sunday, July 29, 2012
College Life
Assalamualaikum and hello everyone :)
*being very optimistic saying hello to everyone. More or less like there's anyone reading this blog ^^ haha
Anyways, it had been like about three YEAH, THREE :O weeks I had been a college student. uuuuuuuuu budak kolej kot. A lot of things had happened and will be happening soon. I became utterly speechless and couldn't form sentences. erm, it would be good if I could transfer all the pictures from Instagram into this post because of course images will convey the real situation and pictured them better right ?
Basically, I learned to live more independently here because, us, Taylors' students actually needed to find our food all by our own at the nearby 'gerai' or restaurants. Usually, I just ordered from Level 1 resataurant (BANANA HAIKAL) or 'kedai MAMAK'. Like yesterday, my housemates and I went to MYDIN because we wanted to break our fast with 'nasi lemak ayam goreng and also COOLblog'.
MYDIN is just a walking distance but it is very dangerous to go there by yourself. Seriously, GIRLS need to go there with companionship from the BOYS. yeah!!! Jejaka MALAYA yghensem perlu hadir bersama ye :))
I am not intending to elaborating about my apartment actually. College life. Sounded sooooo cool isn't it? Honestly, it is hard and tough life bebeh. Being a Taylor's student is not like playing in playground. No bed of roses at all.
*jangan masuk taylorss* HAHAHA
Being here, all I realised was I missed my #GL so much more. Here is good. I am not saying that I am having a miserable life here. NO! not at all. What I want to say is, at Taylor's, we are the one who change ourselves IF we wanna change. No one can ever make it happen except ourselves. Ironically, in my previous school, we were told and taught and sometimes forced to do almost EVERYTHING. The teachers worked harder than us in order to ensure us succeed in SPM.
That is the most significant difference that I am able to detect at college level and Taylor's specifically.
As for now, that is almost about it. Introduction to my college life I would say. hik hik hik. I will definitely continue later alright :D Till the next post.
##best gak if ada silent reader kui3 but then I would never know sb why is it called a silent reader at the first place ? -.-" hihi
*being very optimistic saying hello to everyone. More or less like there's anyone reading this blog ^^ haha
Anyways, it had been like about three YEAH, THREE :O weeks I had been a college student. uuuuuuuuu budak kolej kot. A lot of things had happened and will be happening soon. I became utterly speechless and couldn't form sentences. erm, it would be good if I could transfer all the pictures from Instagram into this post because of course images will convey the real situation and pictured them better right ?
Basically, I learned to live more independently here because, us, Taylors' students actually needed to find our food all by our own at the nearby 'gerai' or restaurants. Usually, I just ordered from Level 1 resataurant (BANANA HAIKAL) or 'kedai MAMAK'. Like yesterday, my housemates and I went to MYDIN because we wanted to break our fast with 'nasi lemak ayam goreng and also COOLblog'.
MYDIN is just a walking distance but it is very dangerous to go there by yourself. Seriously, GIRLS need to go there with companionship from the BOYS. yeah!!! Jejaka MALAYA yg
I am not intending to elaborating about my apartment actually. College life. Sounded sooooo cool isn't it? Honestly, it is hard and tough life bebeh. Being a Taylor's student is not like playing in playground. No bed of roses at all.
*jangan masuk taylorss* HAHAHA
Being here, all I realised was I missed my #GL so much more. Here is good. I am not saying that I am having a miserable life here. NO! not at all. What I want to say is, at Taylor's, we are the one who change ourselves IF we wanna change. No one can ever make it happen except ourselves. Ironically, in my previous school, we were told and taught and sometimes forced to do almost EVERYTHING. The teachers worked harder than us in order to ensure us succeed in SPM.
That is the most significant difference that I am able to detect at college level and Taylor's specifically.
As for now, that is almost about it. Introduction to my college life I would say. hik hik hik. I will definitely continue later alright :D Till the next post.
##best gak if ada silent reader kui3 but then I would never know sb why is it called a silent reader at the first place ? -.-" hihi
Wednesday, June 20, 2012
Who I am today :')
Assalamualaikum and hello everyone.
I am who I am today because of a few major reasons and people. One of them is CIKGU. Yes, this post is specially made to all my teachers out there.
Terima Kasih dan hanya Allah yang mampu membalas jasa dan budi kalian :)
I am who I am today because of a few major reasons and people. One of them is CIKGU. Yes, this post is specially made to all my teachers out there.
- Cikgu-cikgu di Tadika Al-Munir 2000
- Cikgu-cikgu di Ayresome Junior Ayresome Infants School 2001
- Cikgu-cikgu di Sekolah Kebangsaan Wakaf Bharu 0206
- Cikgu-cikgu di Sekolah Tun Fatimah :) 0711
- Cikgu-cikgu di Kem PLKN Cancun Park Jan-Mac 2012
- Ckgu driving saya : En Fadil hehe
- Cikgu mengaji saya : Tok Mat dan Mak Cik Yae
- Cikgu-cikgu Silat Cekak Hanafi 2010
- Cikgu-cikgu Tuisyen Gemilang
Terima Kasih dan hanya Allah yang mampu membalas jasa dan budi kalian :)
Tuesday, June 19, 2012
Dreams :)
Assalamualaikum and hello everyone :)
I bet all of us have our own dreams. Either dreams that will eventually come true or dreams that will not possibly reached, both are called dreams. As for me, I consider the dreams that can be achieved as ambitions and achievements whilst the opposite one are simply just dreams.
Nevertheless, both give me inspiration to move on my life and work very hard to get those dreams fulfilled. There's a lot to write if I were to write my opinion about this topic. Basically, I just want to express my thought about it. The main reason writing this post is to list them down. Yeah, my fulfilled dreams and unfulfilled ones.
Let's start from the earliest age that I can remember having a dream or more like 'kemahuan' 'desire' whatever they called it.
1- When I was younger back then, I wanted a mini skirt and mama bought it for me :) hihihi Here's the picture.
2- When I was in standard 6, I wanted to be Ketua Pengawas but only managed to get the vice-president's host. Ikhwan got to be the leader. haha. It's okay with me. Being the only girl to wear a brown uniform in school is more than enough. haha
3- Getting 5As in UPSR 2006 :)
4- Aiming to enter MRSM Kuala Krai-sebab bangunan lawa kah3 OR TKC. Can you believe it? uuuuuh. Didn't managed to enter both. SADLY. haha. However, I got the offer from SEKOLAH TUN FATIMAH JOHOR BAHRU. weeee Proud to be a SRIKANDI. Lucky to get to be an STF student.heee
5- Next will be to see Che Nor with her husband. Che Nor dah kawennnnnnn!!
Okay this post is going on way too long than I expected. I guess will have to continue number 12 in the nest post. More exciting and frustrating stories/dreams to come. LATER :) yawwww~
I bet all of us have our own dreams. Either dreams that will eventually come true or dreams that will not possibly reached, both are called dreams. As for me, I consider the dreams that can be achieved as ambitions and achievements whilst the opposite one are simply just dreams.
Nevertheless, both give me inspiration to move on my life and work very hard to get those dreams fulfilled. There's a lot to write if I were to write my opinion about this topic. Basically, I just want to express my thought about it. The main reason writing this post is to list them down. Yeah, my fulfilled dreams and unfulfilled ones.
Let's start from the earliest age that I can remember having a dream or more like 'kemahuan' 'desire' whatever they called it.
1- When I was younger back then, I wanted a mini skirt and mama bought it for me :) hihihi Here's the picture.
2- When I was in standard 6, I wanted to be Ketua Pengawas but only managed to get the vice-president's host. Ikhwan got to be the leader. haha. It's okay with me. Being the only girl to wear a brown uniform in school is more than enough. haha
3- Getting 5As in UPSR 2006 :)
4- Aiming to enter MRSM Kuala Krai-sebab bangunan lawa kah3 OR TKC. Can you believe it? uuuuuh. Didn't managed to enter both. SADLY. haha. However, I got the offer from SEKOLAH TUN FATIMAH JOHOR BAHRU. weeee Proud to be a SRIKANDI. Lucky to get to be an STF student.heee
5- Next will be to see Che Nor with her husband. Che Nor dah kawennnnnnn!!
6- Then getting 8As in PMR 2009 :) *xde gambar slip la pulak
7- Getting straight As in diagnostic form four 2010. *walaupun xde sekoq A+ pon.haha
8- Got the chance to participate in SBP event which was Rnd and went to Sekolah Menengah Sains Machang with Syaza, Anis and Faiqah :) *manage to get BRONZE award for SOGURT project *met Affan there too haha
9- Got straight As in trial exam and managed to walk in for Khazanah's first stage interview and sign up the Bank Negara's scholarship form but failed for both. sobs33 haha
10- Hoping not to be chosen for National Service but I failed terribly. I was chosen for National Service Program/ First Intake/ Kem Tangkas Kendiri, Chagar Galah, Kuala Kangsar Perak. duuhh. *I managed to get a grip and promised myself to be super active there and I sort of did it I guess :) *dapat tukar Kem Cancun Park Pasir Mas. dekat jewwwwwww.haha
*what's with TAHNIAH ?? -.-"
but I enjoyed the three-month-camp anyways.
Being optimist is not that bad.
11- Got to meet Dr. Sheikh Muszaphar Syukor during the Firts Internatinal Space Camp at SAKBA 2010 and Kapten Faiz during Pameran Malaysia Inovatif Zon Selatan september 2010 :)
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