Saturday, September 7, 2013

Ielts :)

Assalamualaikum :D

IELTS
September 7th
Wisma Subang Jaya

*Let the pictures do the talking first.






with le girls from Banting



Farah's to-do-list 2013/2014

... I want to jot down my experience preparing for Ielts :) Tapi kena buat homework dulu.

Wednesday, September 4, 2013

United Kingdom and nothing less

Assalamualaikum :D

I want to be here.
I have been here.
I will be here. Next fall 2014 Sept.
I am going here.
I believe I can reach here.
I am working hard to reach here.
ALLAH is with me. HE is helping me to go through the hardship to go here.

So, ignore the unimportant matters. Focus. Work hard. Pray and du'a and tawakkal

Either IMPERIAL or EDINBURGH or DURHAM or MANCHESTER or UCL or my dream two : ROYAL HOLLOWAY and BIRMINGHAM, I don't really care as long as I am given the chance to study in the UK and to get familiar with the roads and streets there. As long as I can travel to France, Switzerland, Republic Czech, Rome, Venice, Brussels, Belgium, Poland, Helsinki, Iceland and Mecca :) As long as I can meet my other half there AHAKS kbye. As long as...

...I can learn what actually mean to be a Muslim in a non-Islamic country. As long as I get the chance to learn what Islam is. People say you always get a better picture of something when you are a part of minority. So, yeah. That is what I'm anticipating for in the UK :)  


Just a sneak peak. To sum everything up, I wish my rezeki is here. :) Amin.


[Imperial College London]



[University of Edinburgh]




[Snowy Edinburgh]

Friday, August 23, 2013

A Friend

Assalamualaikum :D

     How is it possible for a best friend to not know he/she is a bff to another person. Then let us not call him/her as our best friend right? How ironic. haha

    Do you know what is even worse, it's when you are treated till  you ask yourself, are we even considered as friends anymore?

    People change. Friends come and go. :'( Hearts are broken, promises are not kept. These are parts and parcels of life :')

    Sorry for being emotional and posting random and ntah hape hape punya post -.-

    How can you just ignore other people ? How can you be so oblivious towards others' feelings ? How is it almost possible for you that you make things look so easy ? You appear and vanish as you wish without any consideration about your so-called-friend ?

   Prinsip apa u trust ? Come again ? Maybe, just maybe, some people can not get along with others so well because of the differences that can not be tolerate between them. Although, they want to stick around each other, the differences act as a huge barrier that are not being a help to their friendship. Maybe it's because of their attitude.

   In the end, one party will pay the price I guess. High price I would say. heh -.- Because the other party wouldn't even care.


Sponge bob is just too cute for this ;0



   That is why we need to have some ego in us. Yeah, it is gonna be a one hell of a ride but we must stay strong and stride on. It's simply because they're not worth to wait. We don't live because of them. Live our own life. Don't make them the cause for us to be happy. Of course, you're worth so much more

    Please take care and guard your heart well. Do not let the wall you build is easily broken down by some unimportant people. Why make yourself suffer? We live only once. We're at this age only once. So yeah. Hope u get my message. Ciao !

Thursday, August 22, 2013

Chin up and move on!

Assalamualaikum :D

    I wont be writing this post in a full English language as I'm not that good and apparently, my message will be nicely conveyed in Malay. ( I think so ) Oh well, let us start then. BTW, I'm so sad Im having this kind of problem and taking it seriously padahal tanggungjawab lain lagi besar dr ni. Tengok org2 kat Mesir skrg :"(. Lepas ni, I need to change and hijrah. JOM!

Anyway, let me finish this post ok?

    Ladies out there, here is a piece of advice I would like us to hold on tight as we grow up. This is especially specified to my lovely friends out there and jom jadi feminis petang ini. lol

BE A WOMAN OF PRIDE - Lee Min Ho (Personal Taste)

*who says cerita Korea berangan je? :p
   I always tell myself that I'm worth more than just to be fooled and played around by a bunch of immature and hopeless guys at this age. No offense kawan2 lelaki ku. I'm not saying this to you guys but to the 'other' BOYS out there. You see, a girl live with emotions and a boy grows up with logic. We are that way and don't ask me why a girl cried on the last day of school and the boys didn't feel a thing. Yeah, we know that we would meet again some other time but at that time, we were sad and we cried. SO WHAT?

   Guys, if you like a girl and she doesn't like you. Don't worry. Just text her good night every day for two weeks and don't text her the next day on the 15th day. You're good to go because she will eventually fall for you  and will text you asking if you are okay. Trust me. Yes, you seriously are capable in making us (girls/ladies/women)  that pathetic. =.= Because we are 99% emotions. We judge things base on that and least with logics. PAHAM TAK?

   The paragraph above is about a friend of mine. Yeah, I'm so mad knowing she likes the boy back. pffft. haha Sorry, this is really a girl-post-only. Anyway, what I'm saying is that, although it is hard, we need to have a very high ego. Jangan sesekali biarkan ' ego kita tercalar ok ladies? ' Yes, sedih tu sedih laa tp a lady should come with three things - BEAUTY BRAIN and most importantly CONFIDENCE
 

Glad I'm from stf (teach me to be an iron lady ^^)

    Che Nor kata, jangan bebankan our mind with the thoughts of pointless and useless things or people. Live only once Maybe they're just not worth the thoughts. You're worth so much more. Ignore people who don't appreciate you and love the people who care. So, ladies, chin up and stay pretty.



hihi saja gambar lama. Missing this girl.

xoxo, 

farah
 


Friday, August 9, 2013

Nothing

Kalau setakat nak main main, fine. GGL. #go get lost . Yeap. I had enough and Im tired and Im annoyed. Bye

Saturday, July 13, 2013

Nite rantssss

      I will never understand how a boy/guy/man think and the reasons behind all their doings. I don't want to understand either. Anyhow, the problem I think I'm facing right now is mainly because I'm a girl. haha.

     This post is not so relevant I think but then, I feel good to actually voice out my personal opinion. Just for fun and nothing more. So that in 10 years time, I have a thing to laugh at. lol

    The thing about girls is they simply can't help themselves from overthink in ALMOST EVERYTHING. No matter how insignificant the matter is to the opposite gender, the girls won't be thinking that way. That is what the Bio students will call it 'complementary'  :3. ....

P/s It's 1.30 a.m. and I need to sleep. Susah nak bangun sahur karang. Will talk about this later. Haih please help me to overcome this stupid 'obssession' how to spell blergh.wateva. Salam ramadan. Babaizz

Monday, July 8, 2013

Ramadan :) and self-struggle



Assalamualaikum  and hello :D


Ramadan Kareem is APPROACHING ! It is on 10th of July :)
YA ALLAH, please guide my heart to only focus in finding your love and take it away from all these nonsense :'(
My hope is that to go through this RAMADAN without any regret.
My wish is t not miss the terawih and IKHLAS kan hati. Clean and clear. Stop wasting time and work hard in everything :D
My dream is to puasa sama2 with my family :]
Ramadan, I am always wanting to see you again and you are so near already. 
YA ALLAH please guide me to be ready to face the holy month ;)

p/s Happy 19th Birthday Kivaa Ra my friend. SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADAN BULAN MULIA!

Tuesday, June 4, 2013

The Fault In Our Stars - JOHN GREEN


Assalamualaikum :D

      Firstly,  I am sorry if anyone misunderstood by the title as  this post is not  a book review of The Fault In Our Stars by JOHN GREEN but I am going to write about an awesome British/American ( I'm not sure) young man. His efforts and his strong emphatic feeling towards the people who are not lucky to have a healthy life are simply amazing and make me to feel bad for not being grateful for what ALLAH have given me :')


    Basically there are a few things that amazed me so much about this young man. For the start, he reads the same book as I have read but the consequences after he read it and how  the book affected him and cause him to do what he did was simply ....... HEBAT. It shows how he is deeply touched and how he wants to help the cancerous patients.  It is amazing ( I don't know how many time I have been repeating this word ) how he make use of his talents and popularity and channel it into something good.

    Imagine our 'BELIA' to act that way in every aspects of life. Imagine how Malaysia would turn out if we have such thoughtful leaders that have such characteristics. SUBHANALLAH. How a stranger ( John Green ) can inspire other person's heart to be moved and to be touched that far to drive him ( Troye Sivan ) to do such good thing to cheer up the sick people and help them :D I always pray that I will have a pure and kind heart as him. AMIN.

   So  AWESOME people, let us not focus our heart and waste our fresh energy to 'simple-useless-xpenting-unbeneficial' things okay ? Let us focus our heart in helping other people, being a better person which in turn would change the world to a better place :) Wake up everyday with the spirit to be a much better person and Muslimah ( specifically for me ) that will make someone/anyone happy. Make our parents proud with our everyday doings ( xsure betul x ayat ni tp hope u get the message )

I guess that is all for now. I hope I delivered my message clearly and brings benefits to you :D Do share the video and promote the book ! Till then. Babaizzzzzzzzzzzzz~

Monday, May 20, 2013

Krassss again!

I miss being a kid when the most important person in my life are my mama papa and you dont care if you ever meet your friends again tomorrow as long as your mom dad are by your side.
I miss being a kid when watching Doraemon and Shin Chan is a must and means a world to you.
I miss being a kid when you dont get attached emotionally to anybody apart from your family members.
somehow,
I wouldn't want to return back in time.
I wouldn't want to lose these moment.
I wouldn't want to not to know Kak Ras Wardah Syaza Amirul etc the list goes on...


I wish I am stronger. I wish I didn't shed anymore tears of 'rindu ahaks'.
I am a strong lady. A strong lady must not lose her spirit just because her best friends leave her to pursue their dreams :) My time will come when I will get to board the plane to the UK.weehoooo.
As for now, stay like this and keep working hard!  YOSH. May ALLAH bless.

Meet my sapkoklu sistaaaa.

Assalamualaikum :]
    I am still writing about myself and the people that revolve around me. I am trying to improvise in making this blog an 'ilmiah' blog but I don't think that would be the case in a short period of time. So, at the moment, do enjoy MY STORIES. *bazzet ada org baca blog hang senyap2 ka -.-'
Anyway,
When you just can't stop talking about somebody eventhough you did not meet them for just a few hours, you know they meant a lot to you.
When you tried so hard to get someone out of your mind but failed to do so, you know they are really somebody to you and that they have a great impact on you.
When you just couldn't help but shed tears when they were about to leave, you know it was because so hard to get to meet them again and impossible to turn back time.
When you have separated for a long time but can still be your crazy self whenever you meet them again, you know they are worth a million of any other acquaintance and that they are special to you.
When you just never run out of things to say, you know they are the best of friends you could ever have.
When the unit feels so empty eventhough everyone is in the house, you know you are lonely and feeling like losing something special.
When Naziha blurted out "sedihlah" and Faez replied "spoiler alert", you know THE KIDZ are missing their big sister HUGE time!
When she told us everything is okay and that we can contact her through almost anything, we felt even more dissappointed as we knew the things would never be the same as the old times.
Yes, you need to move on. That is life :) You can't go back in time, but you can flip through the old pictures :) The memories shall remain!
lol random : The Script - Break even
'what am i suppose to do when the best part of me is you'


 IKEAAAAA
 

 MEET SITI DOJOK AKA DOLAH AND OBESE
 

MY BELOVED MUMMY XD 

Sunday, May 5, 2013

Advanced Subsidiary Exam 7th May - 12th June.

4A AS/A2 AMIN ! Let the battle begins. Jihad InshaALLAH. ALLAH is with us. Try our best and achieve great results !





' Dan apabila hamba-hambaKu bertanya kepadamu mengenai Aku maka (beritahu kepada mereka): sesungguhnya Aku (Allah) sentiasa hampir (kepada mereka) Aku perkenankan permohonan orang yang berdoa apabila ia berdoa kepadaKu... '
Al-Baqarah : 186

*Have faith in ALLAH. Yakin and yakin and stay positive. It is hard but we have no other choice. Berbaik sangka lah dgn ALLAH dan inshaALLAH kita akan dapat apa yg kita sangka kan :D

' If Allah should aid you, no one can overcome you; but if He should forsake you, who is there that can aid you after Him? And upon Allah let the believers rely.'
Ali Imran : 160

*Reda itu penting. Reda itu menenangkan dan susah untuk digapai. Reda and u'll lead a happy life. U'll see light even it's dark and u'll see ease despite the hardship. :D

'Dan orang-orang yang berusaha dengan bersungguh-sungguh kerana memenuhi kehendak agama Kami, sesungguhnya Kami akan memimpin mereka ke jalan-jalan Kami (yang menjadikan mereka bergembira serta beroleh keredaan); dan sesungguhnya (pertolongan dan bantuan) Allah adalah berserta orang-orang yang berusaha membaiki amalannya.'
Al-'Ankabuut : 69

*Berusaha lah sehabis baik and leave it all to HIM :D

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Iesya dah balik klang :'(

 

Assalamualaikum D:

Yeah. I don't want to write  a long post today. Just want to save this date. The last date of 2012. Tomorrow is 1st January of 2013 and I'm 19 :0 magashhh About the new year resolution and all, I'll post it if I pass my JPJ test lusa. HAHA cuak weyh. Doakan yeah. This post is very berterabur. SORRY -.-' Anyways, I just felt so sad. Dari semalam lagi sebab Iesya dah balik asrama. I felt very lonely. hehe Segan nak cakap depan2 but seriously, I felt so bored when she was not around. Macam rasa xcukup macam time AH pegi Penang. Rasa macam xcukup orang. Maybe sebab dah terbiasa dari kecik xterpisah. Dulu I was the one yg left the house so mcm aku yg sedih tapi aku xsunyi. Just homesick. Ya know :"( HAIH sedihlaaaaa sunyiiiiiii kbye

psst : doakan pass test JPJ rabu ni 2nd January 2013