the ending of 2011

Another year had passed and I am turning 18 next year or should I say tomorrow or a couple more hours HEHE

I have always been so excited in turning 18/eight-teen but same as the previous years, no big difference as I am now actually. Anyway, I really hope that being 18 is the age when I can enjoy my teenage life to the fullest and nampaknya fate dah menentukan that I will start my early 3 months as an-18-year-old girl in Cancun Park Camp as a wirawati, then I should just follow the flow lah kan. MAYBE that is the best thing for me oh no. THAT IS SURELY THE BEST THING FOR ME and even it is not what I want, it is obviously what I need.

ALLAH dah aturkan cantik dah my life journey. Why nak deny and xbersyukur? All in all, I hope and will try my best to be a better person tomorrow onwards and saya yakin that everything will be much much better the day after today :D

peace no war (Y)

Berrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry comel yg dirindui

Hey :D
Presenting --> me and Fareez who are always missing you.kakaka

Dear Berry/Beri/Bariah/Hasnul >.< I am writing this post specially for you tonight at this time because I know if I write it later, you wouldn't be able to read it as you are going to 'board' your BUS tomorrow morning to a very life-turning and nerve-wrecking destination =.=" but don't worry because I am gonna feel and undergo the same situation another two days. So, all that WE can do and all that I can assure you to do is just lift your head up high and walk into the camp proudly. Kita kan STFian. Kita kan GL0711. No matter where you are, remember that I always have your back and I always love you Beghyyy. <3

and so, I think that is all I can force myself to say. I don't really want to say good bye or bid farewell because I strongly believe that I'm gonna meet you again. MESTILAH KAN! emm be strong there- more to myself actually HAHA just remember that whenever you fell sad and tired, I am also going through the same thing, just at a different place. Or should I say- kem lain. wahahahahaha Believe in yourself and everything will be fine. Smile to the world and the world will smile at YOU berrySAYANG.

be good and stay CUTE :D

Awesome frens

Hanis Iryani Yazid <3 wait ehh nanti I'll be writing a very long POST for you and Amirul >.<

Seriously STF had given me much2 more than I had ever thought >.<
Ye lah where else could I have found great friends mcm my currents friends ni? hmm
I am just plain lucky..HAHA anyway, wanna know why I told you there are absolutely amazing? check out underneath comments that had been posted on my wall. emm sorry if ada yg rasa I am exaggerating and 'OVER'. I really don't care so much what people think of me as long as I am happy with my friends and family. Just want to say here that I miss them HUGE time and hope to meet them again someday sometime and hoping that we are still the same as when we were in Form Five :D

ummu chantek >.<

this is what ummu wrote >.<
GL Ummu Khalisah

GL Farah Eliena ohhhhh.....!! well what can i say...
U ARE SWEETER THAN HONEY ♥♥♥
^^ thanks for the post.terharuuuuu gilak!

meet SYAZA NADIYAH : my pretty KP

this is what syaza write to me <3

Syaza Nadieyah

farah, since i dont hv blog to write a post about you, i decided utk tulis dkt ur wall XD!!! currently, im fine with my family :) thanks for the post in the blog!!! honestly, im totally grateful to Him because i got the chance to meet people like you:D and deep in my heart *.*, i know that people like you will never, ever be replaced. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART:)) i love you XOXOXO and i do really, really hope that our friendship will bloom forever. thanks again for being always by my side

• GL Farah Eliena glad that u like it.. i luv that picture very much syaza and i miss you ♥ jumpa time ambk result yep!

Dayah and Syaza SAYANGSSS

How are you doing my dear and wonderful friends ? Dayah and Syazzzza
Kenangan at the MUFAZ that day would always be in my mind <3

Nur Hidayah Othman syngssss

Five years back, on 8th January 2007, I met Dayah for the first time as we were in the same class. 1 Tegas sb ambik Bahasa Jepun.HAHA Come to think of it, it was a long time kan? and along the way, we had grown up to be a lady now..kakakakaka. Anyways our friendship never fade. Dayah, honestly said, you are one of the coolest and best friend that I have ever had. I strongly believe that aku akan hadir dekat rumah mung beberapa hari awal when you are getting married nanti sb surely we will not lost contact. You are such a lovely and kindhearted KAWAN. <3 Best of wishes dekat UPM next year. Dah jupo kawan baru jangan lupo ko aku la deh. I miss you always. annnd annnd annnd

HAPPY BECOMING 18th BIRTHDAY ON 2nd January 2012
:D keep smiling and miss youu

Syaza Nadiah Azmi dearessssst

Syaza,how are you doing? I've been thinking to write a special post for you since a long time ago because I've been missing you a lot these days.HUHU Knowing that I'll not be seeing you again as we have finished our SPM and ended our life as a student of STF hurts so much you know.HAHA :'( Dah lama rasanya xpegi tea ngan Syaza sesama. You always so eager to go for tea because you told me that you're so hungry everyday during that time.HEHE me too because the lunch meal is not so mouth-watering.kakakaka


Syaza <3 I hope you will not forget me and our five years memories in STF. I've been so lucky to get to know you really close and be one of your close friends. err I hope you feel the same way because if not " malula I" kakaka Anyway, good luck in your upcoming life. There's a lot of life challenges that we still need to face. Pray for my well being too ehh Syaza. I will never forget such a great and amazing friend like you. I hope that we will stay in contact and if anything interesting turn up in you life for example- DAPAT BANK NEGARA !! or ada minat org baruuuu !! or dah ada boyfieeee !! please inform me as well okay. I hope to hear from you soon. I will try to call you again because I miss talking to you.kekekeke.

Nak borak ngan Syaza before blah g PLKN ! :D

Ummu Khalisah dearest :D

To my everdearest UMMU >.<
I just missed you sooooooooooooooo much :'(
and so I thought maybe by posting a special post about you might help me to reduce the sadness. HUHUHU
You always say that when we love someone or something , we keep mentioning them everyday, hour, minute and second. HUHUHU
And yes, it is true. If you even realize it, we talk to each other through the phone almost everyday.HAHA and sometimes we skype too. It was a very fun moment every time talking to you.
I am grateful and feeling very lucky to have such a lovely and wonderful friend.
Getting to know you and be part of your life at STF are the most valuable thing that I could have ever asked for. Alhamdulillah.
I hope going to National Service for two months and 17 days will not make our bond loose.
Maybe I can call you during the weekends. We can chat about the new places and the new experiences. HEHE *psl camp-mate ke..haha
emm Ummu just wanna tell you I missed you damn much and hope to meet you so soon.


dormmate foevaaa :) frheliena <3

Shafiq Khairie :D

Especially to Abg Eyie..
Congratulations to you..
I still remembered one of the day during raya, you told me and Iesya
that you are afraid and terrified to sit for PMR..
and miraculously, you had managed to do so well in the exam and you amazed
everyone and made us proud.
To Abg Eyie : strive harder for excellence in your upcoming SPM okay ?
Do your best and give it all out.
Next year, maybe you can relax and chill for a while but remember to give full attention to your studies because form four topics is vital as the basics are there..HAHA
In conclusion..

TAHNIAH!!
and hope you like my card or maybe just a surat actually..hehe

Especially to Iesya and Faris :D

Firstly TAHNIAH to all the girls and a boy-sorang lg boy xdatang yg telah berjaya mendapat straight As dalam PMR 2011 cayalah (:

Assalamualaikum and good evening.
Sorry for the late post and wishes.
No laptop is available during the musim amik result so lewat lah nak post about this..HAHA
Anyway,

CONGRATULATIONS FARAH ELIESSA
I know you can do it.
you're amazing, GIRL:))

to FARIS
TAHNIAH JUGA
hebatlah kamu.HAHA

and so all the best for the upcoming school years and stay cute forever..HAHA tak pasal

hope the pictures will enlighten the dull post..hee

My lovely sister..hee <3

Iesya, bdak sup/korea, mee :))

Tok Mi kusayang 1000x

Dear Tok Mi.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
kakak sayang tok mi sokmo2
semoga tok mi gembira dan sentiasa sihat okayy
tunggu kakak balik plkn and continue ajar masak.HAHA

i luv u tok mi..

I'm not good --'

It's 3.26 pm and I am still in my room with a very hungry stomach. I don't feel like stepping outside of my room and go take a lunch. =.=' today, everything that can go wrong did. Right now, all I wish for is just that I can run to Ummu's dorm and 'lepak' while 'borak2' with Hanis and Amirul. If Syu is there would make things the better. Actually everything that happens today and the 'missing' I feel towards my friends overwhelm me and make the situation worse.HAHA apa lah over pulak rasa :')

Anyway, I am old enough to understand the situation and the others' feelings and pride that I need to care. See. I told you stepping in a new phase of life is hard and adapting is much more harder. --'Anyways a conclusion that I can make right now is that adulthood .... (awful) I guess at this stage, I just need to succumb to the situation..HEHE so sad :"(

I'm hungry.

Today is Saturday- I thought it is Monday already HAHA. Meaning that I will get to feel only one more time "pasar pagi Jumaat" which is gonna be this Friday as next weeks as it seems, I'll be on my way to become one-patriotic-citizen of Malaysia ! yeehaa I will be attending the National Service Programme. What a nice and beneficial way to spend my after-SPM holiday. kan? I am sure Affan will absolutely agree wth me about this.HAHA

Anyway, pray for my well being during the 3 months camping.HAHA Weirdly, I'm kind of excited to be there-the programme. I think this would be the once-in-a-life-time chance for me to do all the outdoor activities (no way mama akan bring me for a trip and do abseiling or flying fox kan?) It is my fate so maybe it IS going to be a good thing for me. Early exposure to boys, nature and how to handle m16 sounds great.HAHA Want to know the result? Just need to wait 17 of March :)

Be happy with what had, is and will happen to yourself and you will definitely be fine. So I am trying my best to set my mind to accept everything as it is and BE POSITIVE and KEEP SMILING :D

**habislahh hitam la I nak g amik result taun depan..kah3
**Biha pesan suruh pakai sunblock berlapis2..I'm thinking to consider abou the cadangan..not the berlapis part but the wearing sunblock part..I never had a sun block before.Ye lah bila nya nak guna.HAHA

That's all I guess. Haih.be tough faraheliena.This is just the start or maybe not yet?HAHA Nak sambung course apa nanti lagi pening u kena pikir and make decisions.life time decision. You live with ur field of working :) Till the next post.

## gramatical errors tu hope dibetulkan ehh- like ada je org bc..gahaha

honestly..this is just for me :)

really..this is just for me to read and as a personally saved notes and not for public to understand or to judge..hehe..(macam ada je kan..HAHA)




faraheliena "Kak lisyaaa..thank u for the answer..it really made my day..njoy reading it and happy to get to 'hear' frm u..babai.hv a good day.<3"

2011-12-18 11:45 PM



Lisya "Farah: I'm glad you feel happy about it,Farah :) Take care!! :)"

2011-12-19 1:32 PM

Kak Lisyaaa C2-8

here goes my quest.
Blogger FarahEliena;) said...

Hai kak lisya XD
u seems to be doing good kat sne..
apa jenis entertainment kat sne eh?dah pegi melwt bnyk tmpat2 best?

December 16, 2011 2:43 PM

my everDearest KAK LISYA <3
I just miss and miss and miss u sooo much..
I miss talking to you, mengadu to you, ur pukul (so frm u la i learnt to pukul org kuat2),ur hug, and esp ur advice..u're such a heartwarming,nice,cute sister..It's good to know that I stil have a sister like u even I'm ank sulung..keke..
I loB3000x you kak lisya :

Farah Eliena Md Asri:

Hey there,Farah!

Well, for your first statement, I would say, 'apparent' happiness and 'actual' happiness are two different things. But, thank God I seem fine :)

Entertainment? Emm..well, we have tonnes of activites going on around campus everyday, every hour. Entertainment in a broader sense for the Americans would include going to parties every Friday and Saturday nights, and watching football games (we call it gamewatch) from the Jumbotron, cheering and singing our Notre Dame Anthem.

Entertainment personally for me would be attending super super super cool talks given by some of the greatest professors in US who happen to be working in ND. And also, we have cultural shows once in a while in our favorite 'Washington Hall'. Additionally, every weekend, there will be free movie screening, and some academic-oriented play or classical movie being played.

I'm aiming to attend at least ONE shakespeare's play.

Melawat tempat best? Hmmmm...'banyak' tak tahu lah 'banyak' ke tak. I assume you know I've been in Nashville,Tennessee for 2 months. That's a remarkable, peaceful yet still busy city. And I also assume you know Ive been enjoying (:b) myself in Chicago. And, currently I am in Ann Arbor, Michigan, staying with my brother's female friends. If Allah wills, in a week time, I'll be in Vegas, then LA, and San Fransisco.

Been depending on my brother a lot to go for vacations. So, when he's back in Malaysia soon, I will have to start charting my vacation plan independently. However, I still think Kuantan is the best compared to all the places I've been in US. Haha. So,if you've ever been to Kuantan,Farah, there's nothing left to see here! :b

Thanks for asking,Farah! Hope this answer is satisfactory! And all the best for PLKN and scholarship/universities applications!

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Am I Enchanted?

Wonderstruck Taylor Swift

##logic and possible tak if I dream of purchasing this perfume for my birthday present? or maybe dreaming that my someday-prince-handsome-tinggi-putih-pakai spec-charming give me this? HAHA..Entah kenapa malam2 buta pegi berangan nonsense mcm ni but anyway..I really am thinking of purchasing this WONDERSTRUCK perfume sb it's very elegant and LAWA..heh..Halal rasa sb sume bhn dia mcm mixed berries and all tp taktaulah ada tambah bhn2 lain..anyway..I think it would pass not long sb logically, of course xmungkin for me to buy this perfume rite..but who knows? >,<"

Wonderstruck is the first fragrance from the young American pop - country singer Taylor Swift, launched in cooperation with the cosmetic company Elizabeth Arden. The perfume is created by Olivier Gillotin of Givaudan.

Wonderstruck is named after the lyrics from the song "Enchanted": "I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home," which tell about the feeling and the impression you get when you first meet someone you like. Taylor hopes that her fragrance will be an essential part of many impressions and first meetings.

The fragrance composition is described as a charming gourmand – floral with sparkling fruity tones on a wooden background. The top notes are raspberry, dewberry, green tea, freesia and apple blossom. The heart features sweet vanilla along with sundrenched honeysuckle and white hibiscus. Notes of golden amber, musk, sandalwood and peach are in the base.

Wonderstruck will be available from October in 50 ml and 100 ml bottles with an accompanying collection for body care.

Wonderstruck was launched in 2011.

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heyya my girl frens~ haha

hyep..reading some blogs n just tertarik dgn this notes..kind of interesting to share especially with ummu and the gang..slmt membaca :))

*anyway this kind of guy don't really exist doesn't he?haha.every girls' dream guy..cam hampeh jep..kakaka

#Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot

who calls you back when you hang up on him

who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,

or will stay awake just to watch you sleep...

wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,

who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats

who holds your hand in front of his friends,

who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on.

One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares

and how lucky he is to have YOU...

The one who turns to his friends and says,

thats her...

p/s : what do u say?

p/s :D

Sorry and sorry tp I really don't have any inklings to make anyone anywhere feels bad and nak menunjuk2..I just missed my friends and the moments..mana2 pun kita ada cara masing2 to remember the memories because we've been there and we've made great friends there and so memories are built.No offense ehh :) chill and keep smiling :D

A proud STFian ;)

Browsing the internet and found an article about SPM's 2010 ranking, new BONDA :D, form four's 2011 diagnostics results..this year, they got second in sbp..Congratulations anyway. I had actually realised how lucky I was to step my feet in STF school's compound on 8th January 2007.heh. For short as I really didn't feel like commenting on this particular thing, I just wanted to state here and stressed it out that

I am proud to be a SERIKANDI :D

STF always win..there's no such thing as competition or what between the schools.
We win for ourselves. Each year, we're trying hard to be better from the previous year and so I hope that Grandiloquent 0711 will give a much better results for SPM 2011
and be number ONE. :))

Senarai MRSM, SBP, SEKOLAH Terbaik Malaysia 2010 | Dibawah ni adalah senarai ranking Maktab Rendah Sains Mara (MRSM) dan ranking Sekolah Berasrama Penuh (SBP) yang paling cemerlang dalam peperiksaan SPM 2010 tahun lepas. Berdasarkan analisa, 3 sekolah MRSM mendapat gred purata bawah 1.00 berbanding SBP hanya 1 sekolah. MRSM Pengkalan Chepa menjadi sekolah terbaik SPM 2010 bagi kategori MRSM manakala SMS Seremban ataupun dikenali sebagai nama singkatan SASER menjadi sekolah terbaik SPM 2010 bagi kategori SBP.

Ranking MRSM terbaik Peperiksaan SPM 2010

1. MRSM Pengkalan Chepa – 0.83
2. MRSM Tun Ghafar Baba, Jasin – 0.91
3. MRSM Taiping – 0.97
4. MRSM Langkawi – 1.33
5. MRSM Kuala Kubu Bharu – 1.68
6. MRSM Kubang Pasu – 1.73
7. MRSM Kuala Berang – 1.73

Ranking SBP terbaik Peperiksaan SPM 2010

1. SMS Seremban (SASER) – 0.89
2. SBPI Gombak – 1.13
3. Kolej Islam Sultan Alam Shah – 1.15
4. Sekolah Tun Fatimah – 1.28
5. SBPI Rawang – 1.34
6. SMS Alam Shah – 1.35
7. SMS Kuala Terengganu – 1.36

**Angka 0.83 adalah gred purata sekolah berdasarkan peratusan pelajar mendapat A dalam SPM 2010

Kerajaan melalui Kementerian Pelajaran telah pun menyenaraikan senarai sekolah terbaik di Malaysia yang mana sekolah-sekolah di Malaysia ini juga dikenali dengan Sekolah Berprestasi Tinggi (SBT) sebagai salah satu langkah kementerian ke arah meningkatkan lagi kualiti pendidikan. Mari kita lihat sekolah mana yang tersenarai.

Yang pastinya, untuk sekolah-sekolah di Malaysia seperti di bawah ini tersenarai sebagai Sekolah Berprestasi Tinggi (SBT) daripada kalangan 10,000 buah sekolah seluruh negara , bukannya mudah. 20 Sekolah Berprestasi Tinggi telah membabitkan 10 sekolah berasrama penuh, empat sekolah menengah harian dan enam sekolah rendah seluruh Malaysia.

10 Sekolah Berasrama Penuh di Malaysia

• Sekolah Tun Fatimah, Johor Bahru
• Sekolah Dato’ Abdul Razak, Seremban
• Sekolah Menengah Sultan Abdul Halim, Kedah
• Kolej Melayu Kuala Kangsar, Perak
• Kolej Tunku Kurshiah, Seremban
• Kolej Islam Sultan Alam Shah, Klang
• Sekolah Seri Puteri, Cyberjaya
• Sekolah Menengah Sains Tuanku Syed Putra, Perlis
• Sekolah Alam Shah, Putrajaya
• Sekolah Menengah Sains Muzaffah Syah, Melaka.

4 Sekolah Menengah Harian di Malaysia

• Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan (SMK) Perempuan (P) Sri Aman, Petaling Jaya
• Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Aminuddin Baki, Kuala Lumpur
• Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Sultanah Asma, Alor Setar
• Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan (SMK) Perempuan (P) St. George, Pulau Pinang

6 Sekolah Rendah di Malaysia

• Sekolah Kebangsaan (SK) Seri Bintang Utara, Kuala Lumpur
• Sekolah Kebangsaan Zainab (2), Kota Bahru
• Sekolah Kebangsaan Taman Tun Dr Ismail 1, Kuala Lumpur
• Sekolah Kebangsaan Convent Kota, Perak
• Sekolah Kebangsaan Bukit Damansara, Kuala Lumpur
• Sekolah Kebangsaan Bandar Baru Uda 2, Johor Bahru.

Apabila sekolah di atas tersenarai sebagai antara sekolah terbaik di Malaysia, sekolah-sekolah ini pastinya diberi autonomi tambahan untuk mewujudkan inovasi dalam pentadbiran sekolah dan bertujuan meningkatkan keberhasilan pelajar. Itu janji dan keistimewaan yang diumumkan oleh Menteri Pelajaran, Tan Sri Muhyiddin Yassin kepada Sekolah-sekolah Berprestasi Tinggi (SBT).

Fatin Najihah :D

Have a safe journey :)
Selamat belaja balik..hee
Jumpa tme Cudi kawen eh.

perak ? kelantan ?

I just hope and pray for the best..:D
sokmo dalam keadaan serba salah dari form 1 sampai now..haih
tak sabar nak tunggu keputusan..

:'( i am sorry

celebration paling gempak :))

dear frens :)

p/s: gambar Intan, Shera, Ummu tiada dalam simpanan..hehe..xboleh upload..next time ya.

Bad news..not a very good way to start a paragraph right..no one likes the phrase bad news..it does have a very bad aura..haha..and sadly no news is ever more heartbreaking knowing that the plan that i have set up with my dormmates hancuss..hee..i am so happy planning that i tend to forget Allah yg menentukan everything and as stated, i actually not going to join the trip to Selangor, Perlis and lastly celebrating Shera's birthday at Sg. Petani :(

I am sooo sooo SORRY guys..I desperately want to join you girls and meet Emylia at Kl but things just don't happen according to our plan but HE know the best rite and that is what happened now.

Emylia Pika Bella Shera Aqilah Intan Ummu ;
I AM SO SORRY AND I MISS YOU :'O

no call means nothing

huh..
sedih plak..memang aku tak hope pun dapat Bank Negara punya biasiswa tp nak la juga rasa pergi interview dia..interview pun xdapat..apa yg lg sedih haa?huhu mungkin ada hikmah kot di sebalik kegagalan aku untuk dapat scholarship ni after failure on Khazanah's scholarship..hee..aku xpenah actually talk about this matter seriously with anybody..aku takut orang tahu yg i actually set up high hope on this thing..heh mcm mengarut plak..bukannya aku bagus pon..xkeashlaa..try benda lain..aku harap hasrat aku nk g study oversea tu dapat dan xGAGAL lagi..xnak lah give up kann..

Farah Eliena
be strong and try lagi :)
mesti ada rezeki kau kat mana2..

Program Latihan Khidmat Negara

as the intro...meet my new 3 months place yg akn aku bermastautin plak..afte 5 years in johor bharu :)) what a life..im lucky to get to feel everything haa.

Sistem Semakan Penempatan Pelatih PLKN

Kumpulan 1 Siri 9/2012

	NAMA	:	FARAH ELIENA BINTI MOHD ASRI
	NO. KAD PENGENALAN	:	940415------
	KUMPULAN	:	1
	PUSAT BERKUMPUL	:	TERMINAL BAS BERHAMPIRAN PASARAYA TESCO
	NEGERI PUSAT BERKUMPUL	:	KELANTAN
	NAMA KEM	:	KEM PLKN TANGKAS KENDIRI (CHEGAR GALAH), KUALA KANGSAR
	ALAMAT KEM	:	LOT 2164 KAMPUNG NGOR
			MUKIM GHEGAR GALAH
			SAUK
	POSKOD KEM	:	33500
	BANDAR KEM	:	KUALA KANGSAR
	NEGERI KEM	:	PERAK
	TARIKH LAPOR	:	01-JAN-2012
	MASA LAPOR	:	9:30 PAGI
	NPP	:
	CATATAN	:

HAKCIPTA TERPELIHARA © 2011 JABATAN LATIHAN KHIDMAT NEGARA

enough said..kau paham2 lah apa aku rasa..5 tahun duk srama..kena lagi 3 bulan masuk hutan..BEST enn!

anyway I'll try my very best to enjoy my stay there..NADIA ZAINURIN..come on let us rock the place..hehe :D

07-12-2011

Salam satu Malaysia and selamat bercuti esp kpd form 5..hee..
I use Syu's pen.Lupa nak pulangkan that day and sambil dengar Paradise :)) I'm gonna bring the pen to PLKN..Syu I miss you so much esp when I hugged you..hahaha..Hanis I miss flying with you..BLE MAU TERBANGGG :'( haih..susah la tinggal jauh2..nak jmpe pon susah..macam xkan jumpa dah.ye la kelantan johor bukan macam wakaf bharu - pasir pekan.

Being a lone ranger while others are still sleeping in this living room make me sad bcos my mind keep reminiscing the memories..huhu I start to recall the sweet moments there..yup there.Sekolah Tun Fatimah <3 STF tu dirindui sb ada memories. Memories tu wujud sb ada THEM..yes THEM..GL0711..How I miss my friends :(

Dah lama xnangis sb perpisahan and that day 2nd December 2011.my eyes let the tears flow..It felt so awkward..that day..ye laa..leaving the nearly empty school knowing that you're not gonna return forever sangat la unbelievable. Of coursela sapa xnak balik rumah tapi realising that you're not going to meet ur friends as usual bila naik cuti and borak2 is not one normal thing ya now..Aku agak terkejut jugak bila sedar yg this goodbye is real..haha..setiap pertemuan ada perpisahan..sedih kan..painful fact though..

I don't know till that day yg separation from my beloved school and friends could hurt that much..and its ability to hurt people was totally undeniable.Aku ingat nak cool2 jep rupanya haha.. Good job..Bukan xsuka balik rumah tp I guess sume bdak2 srama yg dah lima tahun together akan rasa somethingla yg no one will understand unless u're in our shoes..

Tapi bila dah sekolah cmni, kawan2 dari negeri all over Malaysia tau..so susah lah nak jmpe unless duk KL tp tu pon dah xsama..gang2 aku bdak perlis, n9, cheras, melaka, perak..cane nak kumpul?haha..if jmpe pon dah xmungkin sama lagi..xkan nk jmpe pakai seluar tidur kot..haha..You just dont know how happy we are just to meet each other..how we shout everytime jmpe after naik cuti..hee..It's not like me at home at all..Skype pon mana sama..Xleh buat benda2 bangang dah..hehe..:p

I am truely grateful ALLAH tetapkan aku masuk STF and manage to finish my secondary school here.Banyak.Banyak benda yang aku dapat. Not only how to be independent berjauhan dgn family tp much much more..:D when I say MUCH MUCH maksud nya memang a lot.I gain the knowledge to survive..I learn what friendship really is.Susah sama susah..senang together senang..aku dulu ingat masa susah tade org akan stay tolong..how selfish is that?haha..lucky ALLAH kurniakan aku kawan2 yg amazing plus fabulous..

How to order BK, PHD...Tropikal fruit company pun best jugak.hesh PIKA i miss you gilak.thanks cheer up the dull and runsing nite..esoknya BIOLOGY kot..haha..Forever drmmates..i love u guys..gempak ah..org len mana de semangat tempatan cm kita..buah-buahan tempatan yg segar dan sedaaap..hehe

forever dormates MAJU ZAINON :))

next my classmates..ada ummu, hanis, syu, amirul,aqish,syakira,syaza, nazirah, nabilah, asma, syera, shera, syhra, aida, faiqah, intan, kirin dan lain2 xsempat nk list down semua..tp tape always in myheart,, dun wory. Hanisah.. ramai lg if i were to list them down..gosh.xde ape lg yg org boleh mintak to cheer up their days and school life apart from this perfect fabulous group of friends..huhuhu..I miss them HUGE time.xkan sama dah..tp i'm hoping that with me writing this post the memories will never fade. Please have each other and be strong okay..

GRANDILOQUENT 0711..KITA GEGAR KPM MARCH 2012 :))

I don't know what to do..apart from novel Cecelia tu and comics Iesya and facebooking..skyping..jogging pagi2..HAHAHAHA..true..everyone dah start ambik lesen kereta and me? nope..no idea..move onlaa.Mama still kat Perak...Papa xcakap apa2..xla kot..hesh..xpe afte PLKN sempat kt..if not ambk lesen kat uk je la..heee.skrg nak borak pon jadi masalah. dulu jerit je dah sampai dorm..waaa..i miss the moments already..my school gangs are the best..urs? haha

xcaya lagi yang i am a serikandi and had actually finished school man.i'm not a school girl anymore :) sedih kan tp xkan nak stay stagnant forever? I hate being big.Entering the adulthood phase meaning entering a whole new' hipokrit' world. xrasa ke..truth bites and reality hurts..Don't you think?

I think so -.<