Assalamualaikum :D
Tomorrow at 6.25 am
Will be leaving to KL inshaAllah
Xtau lagi tarikh fly tp kemungkinan besar esok selasa onwards
Pray for my well being and safe journey
Love y'all
Missing lots of people right now
Thank you Teacher Tan, Ummi Tia, jiran-jiran, Ck huda, Ummi Fatihah and Tasnim for coming :)
Love you all
Monday, September 8, 2014
Sunday, July 13, 2014
Poetic Sunday
Every Moment of You
- Sung Shi Kyung
When you smile, dazzling sunlight shine
Sometimes I gaze at you
A starlight that has flown to me for several light years
Is you right now
J
Is you right now
J
Mr. Mr.
Hormones. Mood swing. I really don't understand them. How can you be in a bad mood because of one thing and totally levels up to being in a cloud 9 in a split second. Because of one text message T.T
Fragile. Sensitive. Over think is your hobby. Oh my. Girls, yes you can't control your feelings. You can't control your hormones that will go haywire once in a month but you can and should control your actions.
At this age (teenagers' phase in life) you would want to own things that belong to others. Jealousy is another issue. There's a lot of issues in life. You must learn to think and handle them one by one carefully. You might think that you're so unfortunate for not being born in a rich family etc but we really don't know what's happening in other people's life.
We don't have the right to judge based on their appearance. Based on the number of likes of their Facebook's post and their pictures in Instagram. You see, when people show things like that in their social media, they only show the good side of everything.
In this world, everyone has their own struggle. You might not realise it but lots of other people wish to be in your place right now. So people, be grateful of what you have. Cherish what life has to offer you. You never know what life bring tomorrow. Or maybe you only have until today. Well.
It is totally fine to hope and strive for the better. But, don't forget to cherish the present. Sorry for my 'berterabur' points. Just feeling a bit gloomy. So, need to boost my spiriti a bit.
Monday, June 30, 2014
Volunteering at SMU(A) Darus Salam, Kuala Krai
Assalamualaikum :D
#SmallChangesBigDifference
Today is 2nd Ramadan. I hope that we will make full use of this holy month to gain Allah's reda and to change to the better InshaAllah. This is the month where all our du'as will be granted. Amin.
I am truly inspired by the quote told by Abg Azri during our stay in SMU (A) Darus Salam, Kuala Krai last Saturday. He told us that we have to be grateful for what we have. We are blessed with talents, wealth and knowledge compared to these kids. Hence, we are expected to give back to the society as a sign that we are grateful of what we have now.
Honestly, I thought that this two days will be a brief stay and I don't expect much of excitement and anticipation from the students. However, they opened my eyes. Their spirit and hard work to learn and to succeed was by far beyond my expectation. They were amazing. Not giving up. Asking lots of Science, Math and History questions. Trying to understand everything that I explained. I was a bit blur at first because their Science was taught in Malay. I had a bit of a problem to translate the English terms into Malay. haha
To portray my experience into words, I would like to share Affan's post. " I came back yesterday getting more than what I had bargained for : new friendships, new skills and above all, a deep realisation that the education gap we have in Malaysia is just too wide. "
True, our education gap is worse than we can imagine. I was shocked as well as my friends. The school was so lucky to have such dedicated Sir Faiez and full of hardworking students. The students need to be give equal chance and exposure as much as the students living in the city. Their capability are beyond average. They just need some opportunities.
It was a very precious experience for me. As a first timer in this kind of thing, my two days stay was simply awesome. I'll show some pictures. Basically, my journey started on Thursday night. I went to the school with Syafiq, Nazual and Aiman Kamal. We reached there at midnight.
On Friday, the starting event was ice breaking. Puchong lead the Xi Shua Shua dance. At first, the students didn't give good response but then later on, we saw them enjoying the dance ad even asked for a second time. :) Sir Faiez was the teacher that initiate this program. Such a dedicated teacher. Graduated from University of Warwick. Cool kan.. Once you graduated, spare some time to give back to the society. They need us. Maybe we think it as a very small matter but in these students' life, we don't know how much have we made a difference.
The program escalated quickly with lots of fun talks and activities held. Goal setting, Options after SPM, Studying techniques, Interview tips, Fun with English, Muhasabah diri and so much more. The students eventually engaged themselves to what we want to deliver to them. Unknowingly, their spirit seemed to rise. They were determined to succeed in PT3, SMU and SPM.
Abg Shahril and Abg Long handle Fun with English session. The students need to speak in English and sell gadgets to their friends. If the speak one Malay word, they need to pay 1000 Ringgit to their friends. It was fun and they made it clear to the students that they are capable in speaking English. Confidence. That's all it takes. Malaysia seriously is in need of these passionate and dedicated teachers. Teachers who are willing to help students and wanting to see them succeed. Teachers whose minds are opened as they graduated from overseas. Abd Faiez, Abg Shahril and Abg Long, you guys make a great English teacher. Stay dedicated and good luck.
When I was about to go back, one girl reached my hand and told me to stay there a bit longer. How I wish I can help more. I heard one student told Syafiq ' Lepas ni abg xde kitorang xsemangat dah la.' Awhh hehe
Adik-adik,
We are just people in which Allah send to boost your burning spirits. Keep going and don't give up. Don't ever think that you can't do it. Boleh punya dapat A Math and Englsih. :)
The program ended at 12 am. Abg Azri and Abg Faiez took us out to lepak2 and tengok bola together. It was nice and chilling even-though I was the only girl lol. I missed them already. Hoping to join them in other projects some other time. InshaAllah
#SmallChangesBigDifference
To whom much is given, much is expected - Abang Azri
Abang Azri - He's awesome
Today is 2nd Ramadan. I hope that we will make full use of this holy month to gain Allah's reda and to change to the better InshaAllah. This is the month where all our du'as will be granted. Amin.
I am truly inspired by the quote told by Abg Azri during our stay in SMU (A) Darus Salam, Kuala Krai last Saturday. He told us that we have to be grateful for what we have. We are blessed with talents, wealth and knowledge compared to these kids. Hence, we are expected to give back to the society as a sign that we are grateful of what we have now.
Honestly, I thought that this two days will be a brief stay and I don't expect much of excitement and anticipation from the students. However, they opened my eyes. Their spirit and hard work to learn and to succeed was by far beyond my expectation. They were amazing. Not giving up. Asking lots of Science, Math and History questions. Trying to understand everything that I explained. I was a bit blur at first because their Science was taught in Malay. I had a bit of a problem to translate the English terms into Malay. haha
To portray my experience into words, I would like to share Affan's post. " I came back yesterday getting more than what I had bargained for : new friendships, new skills and above all, a deep realisation that the education gap we have in Malaysia is just too wide. "
True, our education gap is worse than we can imagine. I was shocked as well as my friends. The school was so lucky to have such dedicated Sir Faiez and full of hardworking students. The students need to be give equal chance and exposure as much as the students living in the city. Their capability are beyond average. They just need some opportunities.
It was a very precious experience for me. As a first timer in this kind of thing, my two days stay was simply awesome. I'll show some pictures. Basically, my journey started on Thursday night. I went to the school with Syafiq, Nazual and Aiman Kamal. We reached there at midnight.
On Friday, the starting event was ice breaking. Puchong lead the Xi Shua Shua dance. At first, the students didn't give good response but then later on, we saw them enjoying the dance ad even asked for a second time. :) Sir Faiez was the teacher that initiate this program. Such a dedicated teacher. Graduated from University of Warwick. Cool kan.. Once you graduated, spare some time to give back to the society. They need us. Maybe we think it as a very small matter but in these students' life, we don't know how much have we made a difference.
The program escalated quickly with lots of fun talks and activities held. Goal setting, Options after SPM, Studying techniques, Interview tips, Fun with English, Muhasabah diri and so much more. The students eventually engaged themselves to what we want to deliver to them. Unknowingly, their spirit seemed to rise. They were determined to succeed in PT3, SMU and SPM.
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When I was about to go back, one girl reached my hand and told me to stay there a bit longer. How I wish I can help more. I heard one student told Syafiq ' Lepas ni abg xde kitorang xsemangat dah la.' Awhh hehe
Adik-adik,
We are just people in which Allah send to boost your burning spirits. Keep going and don't give up. Don't ever think that you can't do it. Boleh punya dapat A Math and Englsih. :)
Dedicated Sir Faiez
The program ended at 12 am. Abg Azri and Abg Faiez took us out to lepak2 and tengok bola together. It was nice and chilling even-though I was the only girl lol. I missed them already. Hoping to join them in other projects some other time. InshaAllah
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| Kak Farah jd faci Group Smart Fighter |
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Sunday, June 22, 2014
Thursday, June 12, 2014
May 2018
I am so pissed of right now. I am sorry with my words for today. Don't waste your time reading them. Why do you keep messing around with our future. Please. Just wait. We're not stupid. The truth will find its way out. You think you're having a good game now? You think you're winning looking at how we just need to follow as you wish ikut kepala lutut hangpa? Terpaksa je. Nanti bila dah boleh naik kepala, orang lain la pulak yg kena pijak. Dunia sebenar ni mcm tu kan? Hangpa jugak yg ajar kami supaya jd mcm ni. Xbersyukur? Xkesahla nak kata apa. We don't care as much as you don't care when playing,toying and experimenting policies on us. What comes around goes around. And honestly, all your lawak xlawak pon okay. Hambar tahap 88. We despise your presence in our college but we endure because we need to hear the truth. The truth which you guys up there had been planning. I'm just tired. Cepatlah. Tolong lah settle everything cepat. I'm sick of these bakka 'adults'.
Wednesday, May 21, 2014
no title
you,
Don't expect a reply
Don't hope for anything in return
Don't start saying hi if u are scared to get frustrated
I am so jiwang xbetul tonight because tomorrow I am officially A Level's survivor hoyeah.
Alhamdulillah :D
My mixed feelings won't ever be felt and expressed
I just don't know how to describe
Bersyukur Sedih Risau Takut Excited TAWAKKAL
Over the years later, looking back, I am proud to say that ' When I was 20, I did lots of things, I tried and challenge myself, I accomplished my goals, I strive to be a better Muslimah and I didn't regret doing all of them :D '
Don't expect a reply
Don't hope for anything in return
Don't start saying hi if u are scared to get frustrated
I am so jiwang xbetul tonight because tomorrow I am officially A Level's survivor hoyeah.
Alhamdulillah :D
My mixed feelings won't ever be felt and expressed
I just don't know how to describe
Bersyukur Sedih Risau Takut Excited TAWAKKAL
Over the years later, looking back, I am proud to say that ' When I was 20, I did lots of things, I tried and challenge myself, I accomplished my goals, I strive to be a better Muslimah and I didn't regret doing all of them :D '
A2 ends tomorrow
Assalamualaikum :D
A2 is ending. The day is tomorrow. I am just sitting on the sofa writing this. The last day is the most difficult one to survive. Haha
haih,
I will update the news once everything is settled InshaAllah
and,
you, I'm so serabut right now.
A2 is ending. The day is tomorrow. I am just sitting on the sofa writing this. The last day is the most difficult one to survive. Haha
haih,
I will update the news once everything is settled InshaAllah
and,
you, I'm so serabut right now.
Thursday, May 15, 2014
:]
Assalamualaikum
Her heart is a secret garden
The wall is very high
Don't let anything in
Don't let anything out
Reach as much as you can
Keep soaring up high
I wish
I wish, my heart
is like her heart
Let only your mind to open
Big and wide enough to take in everything
Please,
Detach yourself
And get attach only to Him
Carilah Tuhanmu dalam kegelapan malam
You'll find more than just bright light
You'll find Him
You'll find love
You'll find peace
Ya Allah, give me,
Give me a chance to be in love
With only you and Rasulullah
And Islam
My heart,
Guide me through.
Her heart is a secret garden
The wall is very high
Don't let anything in
Don't let anything out
Reach as much as you can
Keep soaring up high
I wish
I wish, my heart
is like her heart
Let only your mind to open
Big and wide enough to take in everything
Please,
Detach yourself
And get attach only to Him
Carilah Tuhanmu dalam kegelapan malam
You'll find more than just bright light
You'll find Him
You'll find love
You'll find peace
Ya Allah, give me,
Give me a chance to be in love
With only you and Rasulullah
And Islam
My heart,
Guide me through.
Monday, April 21, 2014
Rejections
Too much of a simple word. Rejected. Rejection. Kena reject.
Tapi xpe, semua ni ujian. Ujian ALLAH nak tengok sejauh mana kau bersyukur dan reda dgn ujian2 yg kecil ni.
Usaha je. InshaAllah I will be flying high this September. Nak yakin jugak. Tak kira.
Tapi xpe, semua ni ujian. Ujian ALLAH nak tengok sejauh mana kau bersyukur dan reda dgn ujian2 yg kecil ni.
Usaha je. InshaAllah I will be flying high this September. Nak yakin jugak. Tak kira.
xoxo,
Fe.
Tuesday, April 15, 2014
15-4-14
Assalamualaikum :D
I am grateful, Alhamdulillah
I am happy, Alhamdulillah
I am refreshed, Alhamdulillah
I feel good, Alhamdulillah
I am healthy, Alhamdulillah
I am full, Alhamdulillah
I have loving families, Alhamdulillah
I have awesome friends and sisters, Alhamdulillah
Although I felt a bit, just chakkanman of disappointment sip through me as wishes and thoughts from some of the people I hope to get had just lost in time. That's okay. I am not that significant to them.
I appreciate all my loved ones that wishes me the very best in everything. Families, friends, teachers,sisters and you :)
I pray that for all the du'as that you say to me will be reflected to you and your loved ones :)
20 years had passed, what have you done to this ummah and what is your goal Farah Eliena ?
Be a better muslimah and work hard to attain it. May we all be blessed. I am blessed today :)
I love you all.
I am grateful, Alhamdulillah
I am happy, Alhamdulillah
I am refreshed, Alhamdulillah
I feel good, Alhamdulillah
I am healthy, Alhamdulillah
I am full, Alhamdulillah
I have loving families, Alhamdulillah
I have awesome friends and sisters, Alhamdulillah
Although I felt a bit, just chakkanman of disappointment sip through me as wishes and thoughts from some of the people I hope to get had just lost in time. That's okay. I am not that significant to them.
I appreciate all my loved ones that wishes me the very best in everything. Families, friends, teachers,sisters and you :)
I pray that for all the du'as that you say to me will be reflected to you and your loved ones :)
20 years had passed, what have you done to this ummah and what is your goal Farah Eliena ?
Be a better muslimah and work hard to attain it. May we all be blessed. I am blessed today :)
I love you all.
Second best thing today
EXO Overdose comeback :) xoxo
Third best thing today
Playing netball malam2 dgn adik2 Setiawalk and friends
Monday, April 14, 2014
zzzz
Assalamualaikum
Usj 1 : Casa Subang : Ss15/8 : Taylor's College
Tomorrow is 15th of April. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh It has been EIGHT YEARS. I only manage to hear mama and papa's wish on the phone. Without salam2 like I used to get during primary school days. I lost my important days for eight times successively already. How frustrating. Do you know what's waiting for me here in this dusty Subang ? My trials' result :0
Ok bye. Sedih ni tengah homesick. blergh
Usj 1 : Casa Subang : Ss15/8 : Taylor's College
Tomorrow is 15th of April. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh It has been EIGHT YEARS. I only manage to hear mama and papa's wish on the phone. Without salam2 like I used to get during primary school days. I lost my important days for eight times successively already. How frustrating. Do you know what's waiting for me here in this dusty Subang ? My trials' result :0
Ok bye. Sedih ni tengah homesick. blergh
Thursday, April 10, 2014
...
fuh
hmm
sentap jugak la sikit
eh ke banyak
fine. I'm done haha
fuhh
Better get going, Edinburgh City is waiting. Scottish Festival is welcoming.
hmm
sentap jugak la sikit
eh ke banyak
fine. I'm done haha
fuhh
Better get going, Edinburgh City is waiting. Scottish Festival is welcoming.
Wednesday, April 9, 2014
Fareez xoxo
Assalamualaikum :D
Happy 12th birthday to adik/abe/fareez my handsome brother. You are getting taller than me now. I am happy for that. I can buy you cool clothing and make you wear them so as to look smart. hehe
May you always be happy and stay healthy. Semoga dapat 5A in your UPSR this year and continue to be a good boy. I love you always. Come and visit me in the UK later this year. I hope you will miss me too. haha
Go and ask for nice presents from Che Nor. I'll see you around.
Love you always xoxo
You will always be my little brother.
Anything just tell me yah.
Please grow up fast and be a handsome guy like him :)
with love,
Kakak
Tuesday, April 8, 2014
Judgmental-Grateful-
Assalamualaikum
Personally, I think that I can cope with my stress quite well but it seems the other way round to other people. My friend keep saying that I always 'membebel, merungut' which maybe I did most of the time without realizing them. I don't think that as a negative thing as I spit them out. haha Maybe when other people heard of it, they think of me as one-noisy-xbersyukur-suka merungut-lady. Lady lol But I guess they don't know me enough to think of me that way. That are my way in coping and striving this hard study-life.
So, how do I cope with stress the right way? I always think of these kind of things when I am alone. How do I improve myself in public speaking? How do I stay positive in every situations especially the hard ones? How do I make myself as successful as others but always remember to be grateful at the same time? How I try so hard not to be judgmental and I believe that with practice, everyone can have the heart of GOLD.
No matter how close we think we are with the other person, we can't possibly penetrate into her mind and heart, we can only see what she portrays outside and that's why we don't have any rights to judge.
Let's move on. I applied for SHELL Scholarship a few weeks back. In the midst of my trials, I put so much effort in applying it. My hope is as big as the globe so as to get an offer for an interview. hehe A few days back, my friend text-ed me saying she received an email from SHELL to do an online assessment which I didn't get. T.T Now you know where this paragraph is heading to right? I was a bit disappointed hehe Hmmm Nobody can console you except yourself. I am grateful.
Dulu, xdpt petronas tp ada back up bursary. Sekarang xdpt shell ada back up jpa. Of course I am grateful. Cumanya xsalah kan kalau kita nak berusaha utk dapatkan yg terbaik. Terbaik bagi pandangan saya lah. Tp hakikatnya yg TERBAIK bg saya hanya ALLAH yg tentukan That is why no matter how hard you try, u must turn to ALLAH in the end supaya xkecewa :) I'm good. Alhamdulillah.
All I have to do now is to continue thinking and be grateful. With EVERYTHING. Smile in every situations. Cherish everyday. Train myself to love everyone and think good of everything. Your life will be much more happier. May ALLAH bless
Personally, I think that I can cope with my stress quite well but it seems the other way round to other people. My friend keep saying that I always 'membebel, merungut' which maybe I did most of the time without realizing them. I don't think that as a negative thing as I spit them out. haha Maybe when other people heard of it, they think of me as one-noisy-xbersyukur-suka merungut-lady. Lady lol But I guess they don't know me enough to think of me that way. That are my way in coping and striving this hard study-life.
So, how do I cope with stress the right way? I always think of these kind of things when I am alone. How do I improve myself in public speaking? How do I stay positive in every situations especially the hard ones? How do I make myself as successful as others but always remember to be grateful at the same time? How I try so hard not to be judgmental and I believe that with practice, everyone can have the heart of GOLD.
No matter how close we think we are with the other person, we can't possibly penetrate into her mind and heart, we can only see what she portrays outside and that's why we don't have any rights to judge.
Let's move on. I applied for SHELL Scholarship a few weeks back. In the midst of my trials, I put so much effort in applying it. My hope is as big as the globe so as to get an offer for an interview. hehe A few days back, my friend text-ed me saying she received an email from SHELL to do an online assessment which I didn't get. T.T Now you know where this paragraph is heading to right? I was
Dulu, xdpt petronas tp ada back up bursary. Sekarang xdpt shell ada back up jpa. Of course I am grateful. Cumanya xsalah kan kalau kita nak berusaha utk dapatkan yg terbaik. Terbaik bagi pandangan saya lah. Tp hakikatnya yg TERBAIK bg saya hanya ALLAH yg tentukan That is why no matter how hard you try, u must turn to ALLAH in the end supaya xkecewa :) I'm good. Alhamdulillah.
Let the lights shine your way
All I have to do now is to continue thinking and be grateful. With EVERYTHING. Smile in every situations. Cherish everyday. Train myself to love everyone and think good of everything. Your life will be much more happier. May ALLAH bless
Friday, March 21, 2014
Nur Fatihah Isya Fareez
Assalamualaikum :D
Yep. Do you see the name up there? She is my Ah-She is my sistaaa-He is my big boy.
Yeah, I call her Ah.
She is my auntie, my gang, my playground friend, my teammates to play as well as my so called enemy at times. haha I don't know what are exactly the reasons for my 'homesickness' to come knocking again after so long. Maybe, the stressful A2 trials or maybe I'm simply missing home and the FOOD! I am also not sure. One thing that I am sure is I miss them so much. Things are not the same as before anymore at home. Che Nor is not around anymore. Ah is at PALAM. Isya is so matured now haha My abe has grown so tall now.
Nonetherless, those are all good things. I mean, time changes everything right? We just need to cope and cherish every moment :)
Saya rindu la nak lepak2 kumpul kita 3 ore Ah. Yes, I am excited about furthering my study in the UK but do you know what more that I long for? I longed for us to be able to gather again for a longgg time and lepak2 dalam bilik pasang aircond kuat2 and just keep talking until 3 am. Then, we will go to the kitchen and make some stuff and eat them while watching running man. Gelakkk je tengok pagi2 haha. Awhh I miss you guys. I'm so emotional nowadays. ahakssss.
My sistaa Eliessa. I wanna wish you a huge big fat Congratulations bebeh.
Alhamdulillah, dengan izin Allah, you manage to get the best result one can ever get. :) Alahhh Ah pon gempak gak Jgn risau, just a matter of rezeki. Semua org ada rezeki nya masing2. :)
Ah and I are super duper HAPPY for you syaaa. I am proud of you and seriously, I didn't feel burderned with the killing chemistry paper 4 this morning because I am more excited about your results. haha Who cares about A2 trials? lol
Mama and papa and mami and abah and che nor will surely be the happiest people in the world seeing you getting what you want :) I am extremely glad y'know. haha Over pulak saya. hehe Today is like my day. haha
Anyway,
Happy stepping into a new phase of student life. Welcome to the club. hehe Take all the time that you need and choose your desired career path. I'm always supporting you wootzzz
To ABANG EYIE!!!!! TAHNIAHHH ..... YOUR RESULT IS MORE THAN ENOUGH TO TAKE YOU ANYWHERE YOU WANNA GO. SO, DON NOT WORRY A THING OKAY!!!! EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT. ALLAH HAS SET A VERY PERFECT PLAN FOR YOU. CHIN UP AND CONGRATS!!!
Yep. Do you see the name up there? She is my Ah-She is my sistaaa-He is my big boy.
Yeah, I call her Ah.
She is my auntie, my gang, my playground friend, my teammates to play as well as my so called enemy at times. haha I don't know what are exactly the reasons for my 'homesickness' to come knocking again after so long. Maybe, the stressful A2 trials or maybe I'm simply missing home and the FOOD! I am also not sure. One thing that I am sure is I miss them so much. Things are not the same as before anymore at home. Che Nor is not around anymore. Ah is at PALAM. Isya is so matured now haha My abe has grown so tall now.
Nonetherless, those are all good things. I mean, time changes everything right? We just need to cope and cherish every moment :)
Saya rindu la nak lepak2 kumpul kita 3 ore Ah. Yes, I am excited about furthering my study in the UK but do you know what more that I long for? I longed for us to be able to gather again for a longgg time and lepak2 dalam bilik pasang aircond kuat2 and just keep talking until 3 am. Then, we will go to the kitchen and make some stuff and eat them while watching running man. Gelakkk je tengok pagi2 haha. Awhh I miss you guys. I'm so emotional nowadays. ahakssss.
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My sistaa Eliessa. I wanna wish you a huge big fat Congratulations bebeh.
Alhamdulillah, dengan izin Allah, you manage to get the best result one can ever get. :) Alahhh Ah pon gempak gak Jgn risau, just a matter of rezeki. Semua org ada rezeki nya masing2. :)
Ah and I are super duper HAPPY for you syaaa. I am proud of you and seriously, I didn't feel burderned with the killing chemistry paper 4 this morning because I am more excited about your results. haha Who cares about A2 trials? lol
Mama and papa and mami and abah and che nor will surely be the happiest people in the world seeing you getting what you want :) I am extremely glad y'know. haha Over pulak saya. hehe Today is like my day. haha
Anyway,
Happy stepping into a new phase of student life. Welcome to the club. hehe Take all the time that you need and choose your desired career path. I'm always supporting you wootzzz
To ABANG EYIE!!!!! TAHNIAHHH ..... YOUR RESULT IS MORE THAN ENOUGH TO TAKE YOU ANYWHERE YOU WANNA GO. SO, DON NOT WORRY A THING OKAY!!!! EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT. ALLAH HAS SET A VERY PERFECT PLAN FOR YOU. CHIN UP AND CONGRATS!!!
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Abe, kakak rasa macam xbanyak spend time dengan abe and that make me sad. huaaaaaaaaaaaa
I spent most of my time in school and when I finish school, PLKN took my time away -.- Now, I am doing A Levels and finishing soon. I am leaving soon. You've grown up already. Sedih taaaaaaaaaaaak. Hopefully, after my A Levels ends, nothing will come across my way and just let me spend time at home with my family. hihi I'll buy you nice things later kay.
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Basically, this post is because I can't sleep and I'm missing you guys the most.
Home-sick
Siblings-sick
BYE! GOODNITEEE.
Subhanallah Alhamdulillah Allahuakhbar
Sunday, March 16, 2014
Never give up!
Assalamualaikum :D
Giving up is not an option. You have come this far. Why do you need to lose your spirit now? Why do you keep saying "ah, malas dah ah. lantakla apa jadi" That's obviously a wrong mindset Farah oi.
You know that Allah do not measure us based on the results that we obtain. Let me tell you something. The results are already set by Him. Our rezeki, jodoh and ajal are already written. So, what's the point for Him to judge us based on what He already prepared for us. Allah don't want to see all that. What Allah want to see is how much we put our effort in getting something because of Him. Because He tells us to 'menuntut ilmu' KERANA ALLAH.
He want to see who are among His servants, that are strong enough to keep trying and keep praying when things get hard. Hard in here can be the syllabus are hard, the subjects that we rarely understand why we are learning them and stuff like that.
My point here is, stop complaining and let us renew our NIAT. We study because we want Allah to reda. We study because we want to become a successful-muslimah-geologist in the future. We want to study hard because we want to go to Edinburgh University and experience Islamic life in the UK. Tajdid our niat :)
The one that decide to give up doing good deed at the end of his life will enter Jahannam whilst the one that obediently obeys Allah's rule towards the end of his life is granted Jannah. We don't know when is our time to go and meet ALLAH, so we need to try our best ALL the time so that when the time comes, we are ready :)
So, don't give up okay. Just try your best for this upcoming A2 TRIALS. I know this post is not for you guys but more to convincing myself to not give up and stop saying nonsense. hehe
Giving up is not an option. You have come this far. Why do you need to lose your spirit now? Why do you keep saying "ah, malas dah ah. lantakla apa jadi" That's obviously a wrong mindset Farah oi.
You know that Allah do not measure us based on the results that we obtain. Let me tell you something. The results are already set by Him. Our rezeki, jodoh and ajal are already written. So, what's the point for Him to judge us based on what He already prepared for us. Allah don't want to see all that. What Allah want to see is how much we put our effort in getting something because of Him. Because He tells us to 'menuntut ilmu' KERANA ALLAH.
He want to see who are among His servants, that are strong enough to keep trying and keep praying when things get hard. Hard in here can be the syllabus are hard, the subjects that we rarely understand why we are learning them and stuff like that.
My point here is, stop complaining and let us renew our NIAT. We study because we want Allah to reda. We study because we want to become a successful-muslimah-geologist in the future. We want to study hard because we want to go to Edinburgh University and experience Islamic life in the UK. Tajdid our niat :)
The one that decide to give up doing good deed at the end of his life will enter Jahannam whilst the one that obediently obeys Allah's rule towards the end of his life is granted Jannah. We don't know when is our time to go and meet ALLAH, so we need to try our best ALL the time so that when the time comes, we are ready :)
So, don't give up okay. Just try your best for this upcoming A2 TRIALS. I know this post is not for you guys but more to convincing myself to not give up and stop saying nonsense. hehe
GO FARAH GO! Belajar kerana ALLAH. Fake it till you make it :)
Sunday, March 2, 2014
Sedih :'[
Assalamualaikum
Rasanya sb tengok cerita ni semalam. The songs stuck in my head. Eventhough it was a happy ending, I felt sad the whole day. haha Maybe sb stress thinking about everything so I'm putting the blame on the drama that ended yesterday. puffttt hahahaaa tp sedihh. Xnak ambik trial boleh taaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak?
Rasanya sb tengok cerita ni semalam. The songs stuck in my head. Eventhough it was a happy ending, I felt sad the whole day. haha Maybe sb stress thinking about everything so I'm putting the blame on the drama that ended yesterday. puffttt hahahaaa tp sedihh. Xnak ambik trial boleh taaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak?
Saturday, March 1, 2014
ISYA...yuhuuuu
Assalamualaikum :D
I'll make a longer post for you later after I finish my A2 exam okay. For now, Happy Birthday hihihihi. See u in April.
I'll make a longer post for you later after I finish my A2 exam okay. For now, Happy Birthday hihihihi. See u in April.
Saturday, February 8, 2014
TAK TAHU
Assalamualaikum D:
Tak tahu nak rasa apa. Nak buat sb nak tolong kawan serious I have no other intention.
Tak tahu sb cuak pasal A2, belum revise as 'gila' as orang2 lain sedangkan trial is jusssst around the pavement. lolz
Tak tahu sebab segan, malu, mcm mana lepas ni, macam mana kalau budak2 Taylor's tengok, mcm mana kalau budak2 lelaki kutuk. Apa jadi lepas ni? Possible ke org xprasan? Possible ke utk org xkutuk. Kalau org ingat I ambik kesempatan mcm mana?
Do you get me or not. My worries. HAHA
THIZZZ IZZZ ZOO ZOOO CRAZAYHHH!
Tak tahu nak rasa apa. Nak buat sb nak tolong kawan serious I have no other intention.
Tak tahu sb cuak pasal A2, belum revise as 'gila' as orang2 lain sedangkan trial is jusssst around the pavement. lolz
Tak tahu sebab segan, malu, mcm mana lepas ni, macam mana kalau budak2 Taylor's tengok, mcm mana kalau budak2 lelaki kutuk. Apa jadi lepas ni? Possible ke org xprasan? Possible ke utk org xkutuk. Kalau org ingat I ambik kesempatan mcm mana?
Do you get me or not. My worries. HAHA
THIZZZ IZZZ ZOO ZOOO CRAZAYHHH!
Wednesday, February 5, 2014
WASSUP
Assalamualaikum
ahhhhhhhh
sesak ah rasa
serabut
penat
sakit dada
geram
apa hal ni hati badan brain organ ?
pissed off.
apa ke hal tengok iklan dairy kasi tiket balik ry cina tu pon nak meleleh? duh...
Sunday, January 26, 2014
Comeback
Assalamualaikum :D
Just something to ponder for I think most of us will experience this kind of thing once in a teenage life. Sad to say that I'm ending my teenage ...teen life in a few months. haha Anyhow, just take it positively and expect more adventures from a twenty-year-old FARAH ELIENA. hihi I will just post some videos and animations to answer and convey my messages today so please enjoy the songs and I hope that you guys can learn and gain something valuable from today's post. hehe Let us start then bebeh.
So then as you have seen in the video, some of us may have slipped from the track in guiding our heart and happen to like 'somebody'. However, it didn't turn out well for me. He just left. haha It's not that I want to have a serious relationship blergh. I just hope to be friends normally but then the other party doesn't seem to favor me as a friend and decided to cut everything off. Well, there's more than that to life right? haha Not big deal you say. Yeah. I went on with my life perfectly of course. But sometimes, my mind went wandering elsewhere and ended up thinking about 'tuut'. It was hard at first. Eventually I learn to handle those thoughts and distract myself. Try listening to dzikir pagi and dzikir petang. Do dzikir in silent mode. It helped a lot.:) Mesti banyak pahala dia dapat. haha
Hihi. Now is the time to lock it up and guide it well. Find hobbies. Learn lots of new things. Enjoy new environment in Edinburgh. STUDY HARD FOR A2. You won't be losing anything. Don't worry.
Next is doing what Michelle want to say. These steps should be done hand in hand with the animation above I guess. Best gile kan cara dia speak :)
Last one are the two most important videos. MUST WATCH IT TILL THE END. May these videos answer all your doubt on what are the things that need to be done if you have a same problem. Ciao.
So, that's the end of this writing. Hope you enjoy and let us pray to be the best Muslimah ever.
Just something to ponder for I think most of us will experience this kind of thing once in a teenage life. Sad to say that I'm ending my teenage ...teen life in a few months. haha Anyhow, just take it positively and expect more adventures from a twenty-year-old FARAH ELIENA. hihi I will just post some videos and animations to answer and convey my messages today so please enjoy the songs and I hope that you guys can learn and gain something valuable from today's post. hehe Let us start then bebeh.
So then as you have seen in the video, some of us may have slipped from the track in guiding our heart and happen to like 'somebody'. However, it didn't turn out well for me. He just left. haha It's not that I want to have a serious relationship blergh. I just hope to be friends normally but then the other party doesn't seem to favor me as a friend and decided to cut everything off. Well, there's more than that to life right? haha Not big deal you say. Yeah. I went on with my life perfectly of course. But sometimes, my mind went wandering elsewhere and ended up thinking about 'tuut'. It was hard at first. Eventually I learn to handle those thoughts and distract myself. Try listening to dzikir pagi and dzikir petang. Do dzikir in silent mode. It helped a lot.:) Mesti banyak pahala dia dapat. haha
Hihi. Now is the time to lock it up and guide it well. Find hobbies. Learn lots of new things. Enjoy new environment in Edinburgh. STUDY HARD FOR A2. You won't be losing anything. Don't worry.
Last one are the two most important videos. MUST WATCH IT TILL THE END. May these videos answer all your doubt on what are the things that need to be done if you have a same problem. Ciao.
Purpose of Life
Only a Sound of Heart
So, that's the end of this writing. Hope you enjoy and let us pray to be the best Muslimah ever.
Saturday, January 25, 2014
Edinburgh UK
Assalamualikum :D
I will be walking down Frederick Street this coming October. AMIN INSHAALLAH. AMIN.
Alhamdulillah, rezeki dan hikmah ALLAH tu kita manusia xnampak kan. Tersembunyi dan kdg2 lamaa baru appear. Sebab tu kena selalu yakin no matter what happen. Although benda buruk berlaku, yakin lah sangat2 yakin yg benda baik is and ARE coming. Berusaha and keep praying. Betulkan niat :) Doakan saya.
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