Assalamualaikum :D
Well, come to think of it, something random 'pop' from my mind. Will I ever have a boyfriend ? Well if you ask me, I would love to have one. Not that I'm intending to find one now. I'm totally not gonna do it before I manage to get hold of 4A* first. LOL It's just that I'm getting bored writing about studies, future tertiary education plans, is it okay for me to pursue Bsc in Geology and STUDIES all the way. HAHA Come on. Lets chill a bit.
SO,
Will I ever have one ? How will you know that he likes you back ? And most of the time, it's always something like crush. I don't really care whether it's severe or normal crush towards someone. HAHA Okay, this topic is kinda funny. Don't take it seriously will ya ? Do you know what makes it worse? He doesn't even care and doesn't even know your existence. Whoa. That is terrifying. HAHA
And maybe that's what happening to me here right now. I don't really care as it's not the time to lovey-dovey yet. Baru 18 erkkk. What if everyone already have their partner and the person I like never even look at me ? So sad. HAHA
Here are some answers to that loads of questions.
Ajal,jodoh,rezeki di tangan ALLAH. No need to worry. And people will say. " Yeah ! It's true but you need to put your efforts too. You can't just wait there and wait for a prince charming [ putih, tnggi, pakai specs ] to come and propose to you. "
That is exactly TRUE. Tapi rakan-rakan, according to Ustazah Mazura's explaination, one of the way our efforts are done are by going to college/university and mingle with the opposite gender whenever needed. That is one of the many efforts. SO, there is no such thing like to have a boyfriend and consider it as an effort in finding your soul mate.
I hope I delivered my points clearly without any misconceptions. And I think that it is more to self-motivate me. HEHE To redha and keep struggling for success but at the same time balancing my spiritual needs without worrying whether I'll be able to find a boyfriend or not. HAHA
InshaALLAH when the right time comes and when I'm ready for it, Mr. Right will show himself up. I hope I'll live long enough to have a boyfriend, obtain my degree, masters, PhD, get married, have children bla3
Okay, so long dear friends [ I hope there's someone out there reading my blog and obtain benefits from it :) ] I'm still hoping there's a silent reader for my blog :) HEHE
p/s : Can u just pray that things will get better between me and ehm yeah certain person out there :) Thanks and I hope he would be friends with me. muahahahaha
