being me

Assalamualaikum and hello everyone.

chillex AH :)

Honestly, I don't really like it when people put up such a high hope on me. 

"Alah, STF xkan xboleh." 

"Budak pandai xpe."

 "Memang dah tahu dah result ni."

Mungkin, ada betulnya, dan Alhamdulillah ALLAH kurniakan aku nikmat ini. DIA kurniakan sedikit kebijaksanaan dan rezeki dilimpahkan untuk dapat keputusan bagus dan peluang melanjutkan pelajaran ke kolej yang 'prestigious'. Namun, semua hamba ALLAH pasti ada ujian dan masalah masing-masing. 

As for me, I have to work real hard to cope with people's expectations and my own target. (I would feel bad if I fail) Setakat ini, kegagalan yang aku sangat sedih ialah failing to get PETRONAS sponsorship. However, as time pass by, we began to think rationally. Kesedaran bahawa semua ini adalah PLAN ALLAH semenjak dahulu lagi mula timbul.  Kalau difikirkan balik, dengan apa yang aku buat dan dengan kurangnya doa dan amal yg aku buat, xlayak rasa nak terima rezeki yg ALLAH beri. 

Orang luar anggap I am more than good sebab dapat sekolah bagus and result gempak. And now dapat sambung blaja tempat syok tapi everything in this world comes with a price. Nak dapat sesuatu tu, bukan dengan cara duduk senang lenang, online setiap masa then u got straight As. Pulun punya pulun. Banyakkan DOA. Lastly, tawakkal.

Always, when I am alone, I think about lots of things. Tak perlu kita rasa rendah diri tengok kehebatan org lain. Kita ni, ALLAH dah tetapkan rezeki dan kemampuan kita masing-masing. Jadi, jangan sesekali fikir tentang kegagalan atau rasa mcm xmampu atau rasa xkan dapat ni. Just look ahead and stay ahead. Even nanti xdapat keputusan bagus atau sesuatu yg kita harapkan, jangan bersedih LAMALAMA. hehe Just stay silent for a while and listen to what your heart wanna say. You will feel better. Trust me :')

Dan bila masanya tiba, kita akan mula sedar yang semua yang berlaku memang yang terbaik untuk kita. For example, macam aku, aku bersyukur pulak xdapat PETRONAS. Banyak sebab dan I'm good. I'm more than happy with what I have now. In life, we just have to face the ups and downs. It is part and parcel of living this world. Kadang2 rasa manis, kadang2 rasa masam, banyak jugak masa rasa masam manis, kan? 

I am sorry for such a berterabur and not organised points I put in here. Actually my major point here is that

CHILLAX

Memang. Memang SPM lah yang bagi most and lots of pressure to a student. I cannot deny the fact. Tapi nanti bila Sijil Paling Maut tu dah berlalu, we will feel relief. No matter what the results will be. Kalau xstress to pelik lah pulak. Tapi xpe. Jgn terlalu pikirkan xdapat/xmampu okay. 

BOLEH PUNYA. Ingat bahawa setiap org pon ada tekanan masing-masing. Jgn rasa inferior sangat dengan org lain-me and Iesya contoh terdekat. Semua org mampu. Just keep faith and go get it :) I don't really know if the above babling ada kaitan ke tak dgn apa yg cuba saya sampaikan to YOU-AH. 

Lastly, enjoy SPM 2012 and go break both legs !

*jongket bahu*

Assalamualaikum and hello everyone.

I am planning to write about my dreams, CRUSH masa darjah satu HAHA and also my admiration towards someone special : my hebbat CHE NOR :P *mesti dia koya if baca ni.

Unfortunately, after reading a few posts from a few blogs, I felt a bit down and in no mood to write about them. Macam rasa I'm thinking of useless things sedangkan banyak lagi kelemahan yg boleh diperbaiki dan banyak lagi kebaikan yg boleh diexplore dalam dunia ni.

Exceptional for Che Nor's post lah kan.

So, as for now, let me think back of what I wanna write so I'll not be wasting my time and yours. I do hope that my blog will be posting beneficial posts even though I am not that sure that there is anyone out there reading 'em. Tapi xsalah nak berangan sket2. HAHA Till then

Friends-misssssing em :')

Assalamualaikum and hello everyone.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mKB0o-jaIkg&feature=share

 see what I mean? huhu <3 GL

Ummmu and Miiiiimiii-Sultan2 A7 *wink3

 [ Library UM dekat MPH rupanya.bahaha ]

Try clicking the above link and  enjoy the show. I'm not sure if anyone notice me but honestly, aku berbelah bagi kot sebenarnya on whether to enter college or UM. Seeing this video and the pictures GL uploaded in the group sometimes make me doubt my decision. Will I ever find such rejoice there at the private college. Hmm~ Just random thoughts.

UM pun ada geology. I didn't apply for MARA because there is no course that I prefer offered by them. Besides, using bursary, I can choose whatever course I want. Of course I am more than happy to receive such opportunity but it is just that I am a bit worried of my new upcoming college life. heee~ 'Kata nak fly, baru duk Subang Jaya. Dah cuak.' haha

All in all, lucky to have already-knew-so well-friends there at Taylors. Ada Amirul and Nabilah. Ada Affan, Hazim and Meor. Aqish paling penting. haha. Abg Afiq pun ada boleh mintak tunjuk ajar. Cuma sedih sebab Kak Miraz dah nak fly masa tu, so xsempat spend time with her during my college years. haha It's okay, who knows I'll be meeting her at UBC. wohooo

Walau kat mana-mana pun kita akan pergi dan apa jua benda yg kita akan belajar dan cabaran serta rintangan yg bakal dihadapi, just make the best out of everything, don't ever forget our beloved family and ALLAH terutamanya. I will try my best to adapt and doakan lah xde yg akan culture shock. haha 5 tahun kat JB will surely shown its effect rite. HOPEFULLY. JB koot. bahaha Tapi I didn't live in the city exactly, I just terperangkap dalam STF je. MinaSAN~ doakan saya berjaya ye :D

p/s : to UMMUhanisSYUfaiqahSYAZAwani kte rindu korang

p/s/s : TIA sayo xsaba nak g shopping n hanta awak KMB 

p/s/s/s : MIMI aku rindu weh nak lepak ngan kau and menggila bersama JUJU sobs bila la bole jumpa   ............balik. :'(