I'm not good --'

It's 3.26 pm and I am still in my room with a very hungry stomach. I don't feel like stepping outside of my room and go take a lunch. =.=' today, everything that can go wrong did. Right now, all I wish for is just that I can run to Ummu's dorm and 'lepak' while 'borak2' with Hanis and Amirul. If Syu is there would make things the better. Actually everything that happens today and the 'missing' I feel towards my friends overwhelm me and make the situation worse.HAHA apa lah over pulak rasa :')

Anyway, I am old enough to understand the situation and the others' feelings and pride that I need to care. See. I told you stepping in a new phase of life is hard and adapting is much more harder. --'Anyways a conclusion that I can make right now is that adulthood .... (awful) I guess at this stage, I just need to succumb to the situation..HEHE so sad :"(

I'm hungry.

Today is Saturday- I thought it is Monday already HAHA. Meaning that I will get to feel only one more time "pasar pagi Jumaat" which is gonna be this Friday as next weeks as it seems, I'll be on my way to become one-patriotic-citizen of Malaysia ! yeehaa I will be attending the National Service Programme. What a nice and beneficial way to spend my after-SPM holiday. kan? I am sure Affan will absolutely agree wth me about this.HAHA

Anyway, pray for my well being during the 3 months camping.HAHA Weirdly, I'm kind of excited to be there-the programme. I think this would be the once-in-a-life-time chance for me to do all the outdoor activities (no way mama akan bring me for a trip and do abseiling or flying fox kan?) It is my fate so maybe it IS going to be a good thing for me. Early exposure to boys, nature and how to handle m16 sounds great.HAHA Want to know the result? Just need to wait 17 of March :)

Be happy with what had, is and will happen to yourself and you will definitely be fine. So I am trying my best to set my mind to accept everything as it is and BE POSITIVE and KEEP SMILING :D

**habislahh hitam la I nak g amik result taun depan..kah3
**Biha pesan suruh pakai sunblock berlapis2..I'm thinking to consider abou the cadangan..not the berlapis part but the wearing sunblock part..I never had a sun block before.Ye lah bila nya nak guna.HAHA

That's all I guess. Haih.be tough faraheliena.This is just the start or maybe not yet?HAHA Nak sambung course apa nanti lagi pening u kena pikir and make decisions.life time decision. You live with ur field of working :) Till the next post.

## gramatical errors tu hope dibetulkan ehh- like ada je org bc..gahaha

my focus :)

salam..true lama sangat dah tak bkk blog ni..xupdate..da berhabuk bersawang..nak reput dah kot..tp siriesly xsempat and malas..i prefer wastng my time chit chatting kat fb drpd menulis sb too many things to write sampai xtertulis langsung..so nie overal punya ost so that xlepa nanti ble afte spm nak tulis panjang2.but fes2

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT 1 SYAWAL KEPADA SEMUA YANG MENGENALI FARAH ELIENA MOHD ASRI 17 TAHUN. MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN..DOAKAN YANG TERBAIK NTUK SAYA :) DAN ALLAH AKAN BERI YANG TERBAIK UNTUK ANDA JUGA..

so i just buat dalam point..

• Cudi akan bertunang besok-31st august 2011
  
• 4 days dekat RMC..a very useful experience for me personally
• trial..Alhamdulillah aim capai r..tp still teruk :b
  
• hari keusahawanan GL 0711
• matriks..spm..PLKN..inteview..scholarship..a-level..medicine..oversea..
• mcm banyak tp da lupa..raya2 and everything :)

jadi..selamat bergembira di hari raya..work hard to be a better person..

melaka again :b

long time no see..lately this computer is a bit crazy..so susah btol nak buat keje..haha..xde keje sangat..buang masale lebih kurang..btw, malam nie da bertolak ke jb balik sb by esok malam everyone da kena ada kt skola..

reasons:

-pg friday da nk bertolak g jasin, melaka
-Bonda tersayang punya ide yg memang wajib diterima tuk buat camp tengh2 org sibuk bercuti with family yg da dekat dua bulan xjmpe..
-tp kena reda sb hehe Bonda is always right
-that is our school's BEST policy kan :)

so doakn la sy njoy di sana and selamat perjalanan pegi balik ye..
thinking of it make my stomach boil with anger already..'HAHA'

last day on fess decade~

salam

just wanna wish happy_end_year

and

HAPPY becoming NEW YEAR 2011~

esok malam da kena balik srama dan sy officially a form five student...insyaALLAH sy akn blaja dngn bersemangat dan tekun to get stret a+..AMIN~

just to make a short one sb add xsiap lg..gagaga

azam baru:

• ingin menjaga hubungan dengan ALLAH seperti yg Tasnim sokmo ingat2 kn..credits to you kawan..thanks a lot..'nasihat mung berguna bena ko aku!"
• nak jaga hubungan sesama manusia gak..xnak ade rasa envious or ta puas hati ngan mana2 tuan badan so that bole happy selalu and FOKUS
• xnk ade ape2 masalah ngan manusia or kambing..huk2..maafkan sy kalo ade buat anda2 marah secara direct or indirectly :(
• konsisten in study and bc AL-QURAN..bia sikit tp istiqamah..go2x
• nk try call MAMA once a week drpd sebelum neh ONCE A DAY..hoho (bkn manja..anak mithali..wahaha)
• nk siapkn modul biology without any help of Amirul..berusaha..
• YOSH!
• dan ape2 yg sewaktu dngnnye
• a true excellent MUSLIMAH

mama..papa..che nor..cik ah.iesya.adik.kawan2..kakak2.abg2..help me to move on..help me to reach my goal!

gonna miss each and everyone of u..erk..btol ke ayat?kah3..
that's all for taon ni..see u on 2011..

*jadikn taon dpan lebih2 baik dr taun ni..but dun regret of what had happened..ada hikmahnya..tq for making my life shine..<3 youu..yes YOU~

seperti itu :D

okay ingat frheliena!

and another one yg ni..it is very sesuai dgn ur situation rite now..get up and SMILE..kite kan hebat..haha xrugi ape2 pon to try ok? just keep moving forward..

dun regret dgn ape yg u have done..:D

seperti itu..yaa

haha..jgn ambk serious sngt..take it easy with everything..

njoy ur life while u can!

operasi buat homework

okay..after all the things yg sy da lalui..hahaha..staRting today sy da berjaya stat buat keje skola sket..so hope berterusan n dapat melawan temptation to watch movies n on9 sepnjg masa..best r benda2 tak berpedah ni..contohnye..tengk video2 lawak kt utube..rasanye dah melencong cume one thing! wish me luck everyone..huk2.. [spe yg ade bc?..ta kesahlaa]

BERUSAHA!

:b teruk nye hr ni..

hi..

before sy teruskn menulis if anyone happens to read this..please jan ambk hati or pikir yg bukan2 sb senanye sy sngt marah skang ni campur malu dan menjadi adunan yg sngt best sampai rasa cm crying all de way alone n xnak kuar2 bilik..uhuh..yes unfortunately it is that BAD!

or

senang2 just skip je post ni..ta sesuai tuk sesape yg ta phm..khairuni n iesya jek yg phm kot..kot lahh..ntah..ta kesah r yg pasti sory mr. blog..ni fest time n sy janji it is going to be the last gak i wrote yg tak bape sopan ato xsenonoh bak kate ustzh Mazura..ustazah sy nk jmpe ustzh..huhu..!

especially to you..

jahat gle kauh weyh..geramnya..sampai hati buat camtu..tayah laa smpi gitu..ak tadek r terdesak sngt..kot ye pon..senyum r iklas2 sket..jan la wat2 muke..ak ta penah wat org gitu..sedih gle..malu owh..amenda lah..be rational lah beb..xbole ke maju kedepan mcm english punye org? sb tu diorang berjaya..sb

diorang langsung xjudgemental and diorang mesra to everyone even foreigner..erghh..kurang garam gle bdak td...spe rasa rugi kawan ngan ak? sah2 ade tp ta kesahla..org nk berkawan..just tolongla be grateful sket..sedih r hr nie..sngtlaa xpenah bygkn yg it will turn out this BAD..sngtla memalukn..

btw..tq jgak sb provide me with such a shameful experience..you really are good in putting people down..and you did it brilliantly to me :D

okke..harap2 benda cmni xberulang kt sy lg and also to my frens..

rase nk balik skola jek..pastu masuk u pon u stf..kan best kalo ade u specially for us..hak3...

the_end

*frheliena..just forget it and enjoy your trip to surabaya! die xworth anything for you to think about..worse case scenario pon? diorang akn pandang2 n buat muke kat sy tp it's ok..people is just people and xseme suka kita..rite..

*keep smilling n be positive :D

mesti ade silver lining ni..

after 3 weeks

salam..

hehe..setelah tiga minggu cuti i only have the guts to susun my hw ikut subjek yg bole aku buat serta merta..eheh..3 weeks lme enn or maybe 'lembap'..haha..tp tape laa slow2..drpd tade pape..so today i start opening my bm n bi hw sb smlm Dayah da permudahkan my keje..tqqqqqqqqqqqqq..i luv you soo much..senang sket keje ade rujukan camni sb novel uh pon i don't finish reading yet..so you helped me a lot..i owe you dayah..:D

kpada seme kawan2 ku..i dedicate this quote to you.. :DD

cute

ape meaning cute to you?
7.30 kena siap2 dah..da nk pegi
addmath blom buat lg..setengah jam cukup? haihs

:D eh

salam...bgun2 pg ni terkejut tengk Dada ada lg..hik2...ingat my cousins da nk balik rupenye besok..yeay!

btw..xde point pon post kali ni..cume nak cite how was my day last week.. sy pegi tusyen dua hari dahh..huhu..and sangatla best..i enjoy blaja kt sne very much..xsangka best sampai camtu..the teachers are awsome..biology blom tp add phy chem n bi were marvellous..cekgu2 ajar satu2 beb..rasa nk nagis je..kan best kt skola xtension gini..haha..tp bgusla sy kt skola tu sb baru i know yg sy ni teruk and far away than the best..kalo kt sini rasa selesa je..btol x? btul2

pastu i found my ADIF..hehe..mission tngh berjalan so xtau bnyk lg..nanti i'll make sure you'll be updated ye mr. blog..hmm..

-->to you..my bestie

then bukak2 my notebook terjumpe notes bwh ni..so dedicate to all my frends :D

Hidup terhenti bila

kita xlagi bermimpi

Harapan terputus bila

tiada kepercayaan lg

Tangisan akan terhenti

bila cinta bersemi

PERSAHABATAN akan terputus

bila kau xmahu lg berkongsi

so..share ur problems n happiness with me ya! hehe

till then

salam

salam aidil adha

salam..lame tak tulis blog..enn..lame jgak sy ngan final exam 3 weeks beb..sakit otak..haha..tp tengk2 da ada kt umah..end- yer holiday again and it indicates that 2010 is going to end and most importantly i'm getting older another yer..oh no..17 taon..tatao nape tp i really wish i can stay 16 forever..huk3..xmungkin la tp 16 is the age that i've been waiting for but then nothing interesting about it anyway..just lots of stress that are piling up on my shoulder..huh..

tp papepon tape sb i enjoy sangat and i manage to learn a lot of things and lessons esp masa kena jadik exhibitor during Malaysia Innovative Campaign and masa uh tngh busy nak cope dgn syllabus yg xabih lg pastu nak kejar final exam which is selaras sbp (and it's not a very pleasant news to all of us form four) and alhamdulillah everything went smoothly..Bonda happy..final exam pon oklaa..

although sometimes i do think i can do much much better tp sb peristiwa pahit "bunga telur" and all i xdapat nak score agama tp watever..i hate thinking about it..YOU yes YOU really owe us sumtin..not even a "thank u"? what kind of people is that? ok da melencong tp to all yg paham what i'm talking about..tape..jgn contohi die..we don't want rich but then the whole community are having grudge on us..pity them..those yg sombong n berlagak dgn kekayaan n name yg diorg ade..xpe..it's their time that day..sorry 101010 is not any good to me :'(

final exam or diagnostik was quite ok for me..i expect more tp dgn usaha yg aku buat memang xde harapan nak dapat lebih..it's more than my effort actually yg i receive tu..not enough preparation..last minute..x konsisten..rushing sngt nk abih silives sampai xkesah paham ke x...xcukup latihan or exposure esp paper 3 bio n watsoevr..huh..so many things yg tak cukup..how on earth am i gonna sit for spm lahh? tape..still ade masa..

cume for next yer there are some things yg i need to do..to change..and to follow..
ade lg x selain yg bawah neh? help me to list them will ya?

FOOD
-maggi-free
-junkfood-free
-air gas NO NO
-yg penting benda2 sewaktu dgnnye xleh laa

ATTITUDE
-no mengumpat eh
-no ta puas hati
-ingat kite ade rezeki kt lain
-everything happens must ade reason and it's the best we can ever get
-be good to evryone ..last senior yer beb..sedih wooo

IN STUDY
-stat now......
-konsisten
-everyday addmath n sejarah
- FARAHELIENA LOVEEE sejarah agama islam bahasa melayu bahasa inggeris mathematics additional mathematics biology chemistry physics
- stret A+ is HERS

that show how bersemangat i am to sit for the exam rasanye..okke..till the next post..i just want to make sure my blog is ceria and happy and bermanfaat frm now on..macam nak buat die jdk lively n meaningful...hope dapat make it like that.. :D

fly2

assalamualaikum

hehe..tatau what is up with me sampai g search for love quote..sje je tengk2..pastu berkenan lak..bye2 rmh..adeih...malasnya mau ikut rutin same..another almost 3 bulan..haila..masalah..macm2 bole jd..hrp2 g nie everything akn okke and tade masalah yg pelik2..seriously ade gak takut sb myb form 4 nie bnyk keje sume lepas kt kitorg..tapelaa..

cuma nk ckp kt sini best of luck to everybody..a new life has just started..kpd kak ada..gluck with the medic things and sume2..hrp2 sys dapat fly..jan lupe kasi tau sy yep...oks un sme..gluck..tu je..bettter get ready..uhuh..jan nages yep..[tatau nk tuju kt spe..abaikn]

lima tahun lima bulan

Assalamualaikum

limatahunlimabulan

Semalam baru je habis revise balik novel 5t5b[hlovate]..very motivational..after bc buku tue rasa cm xsabar nk blaja pastu cepat2 further study [kalo semudah cm dlm citerlaa] hu5..tp btullaa..bosan dah duk 'sne'..nk kluar g tmpt lain plak..haha..

evrytime sebut psl kluar skolah mesti deskie ak marah sb dia kata dia dah sedih sb kena separate ngan sume org especially ngan ak laa..[prasan jep] tp xkan nk stay situ smpai tua..tak nak! rasa cm da tak nak jejak jb lg! sorry to ore jb...

Life is full with risk and it requires us to jump

impian? i have a lot of dreams.cmne tu? and nak sume tu fulfill.very big hope huh. senanye tatau nk merepek ape tp soal impian nie memang subjektif..banyak segi..anyone yg ada pendpat hrp2 dpt bg respon ye kat shoutmix uh..what is dream to you?ape impian awak? as for me..seriously sy nak dapat straight a+ in spm 2011..pastu sambung a-level tuk g oversea..nk jd doktor yg berjaya..uhuh..[doakn2]..lastly..kawin [jaohnya fikir :)] and live happily ever after...cm dlm citer enchanted lak..haha

dear bloggers..actually ada my frend dia penah once asks me this question and i was like ?? cmne nk jawab..haha..soklannya gini..cmne nk hilangkn her admiration to someone? adeih...and my answer was..baca buku [tunas] + 5t5b + schubert's serenade sb as for me...ak buat gitu..these books je yg ok berbanding ngan novel2 mlayu len..xtahan..you'll find out that waktu sekrg kena pnuhkn ngan study and benda2 happening..don't waste time dngn benda yg pakwe2 makwe2 neh..[nk tulis pon cm pelik] hihi sb nanti hilang fokus study..tataulaa kalo ada yg lg ber'tenaga' nk study bila ada bf/gf sb jd pembakar semangat?? terpulang tp ni my opinion and my point of view..masing2 ada pendpat sendiri..sape sokong sape bantah..xkesah..bkn nk debat ke ape..sje nak suarakn apa yg i feel..

rasanya tu je explaination yg ak tau..sb lgpon ak pon xpaham sngt benda2 neh..cm rimas sket r..hehe...hrp2 kawan tu pehe ape ak cuba nk cakap..tp sambil2 tu nak promote buku jgk..seriously best tahap 88..give it a try!

nak g jepun jgk ! cik yo..nak follow2..iffah and ummu dapat g program jenesys tu..jeles sngt tp xpelaa tade rezeki lg..kt skola xdapat pape kot..rasa nk balik skola rmh...hmm..sabar2..haha
tu je kot..nk kena sambung keje sket..pape silakan tinggalkan comment..kalo xleh letak je kt shoutmix..tq2

till then!

last one

Assalamualaikum W.B.T

hmm..nie betol2 punya last post tuk cuti neh dan
my first ever post untuk taon nie...
2010

first thing to say:

Happy Birthday to Hidayah Othman..hik3
to dayah: ko dah 16 taon laa..be happy :)

disebabkan mlm nie da nk blah..[cm ape jep]
so just want to say gd bye kpd sume kawan2
selamat jalan kpd yg akn g srama jgak..
slmt bagun awal2 pg semula..hak3
doakan taon nie study lg MANTAP!

kpd kakak2 dan abg2 yg da abeh spm n tngh njoy cuti..
slamat bercuti and berdoa : result gempak2

yg duk plkn pon njoy je la jgk..
hek3

and kt bawah ada special speeches to org2 berkenaan..

to iesya, abe and cik ah: jan sedih..wahaha..
gonna miss you big time [hek3..ayat sape laa neh]

to sys ada: tunggu sy balik cuti..kita kuar lg..hek3

to org yg nk psp: tunggu kertas, pen baru, sampul surat,
setem ngan top up[xjanji yg neh] sampai yep~





jmpe lgi! [dngn nada Lim cakap yg dlm cite upin ipin tuh..hek3]

lastly nk cakap sy sedih kena g and akn rindu nk mengadap komp nie lg..huhu
till then! see ya!

say hello to 2010

Assalamualaikum W.B.T kpd kawan2 sume...
and good morning...[nak bg speech ape lak nie]

cepat an masa berjalan, berlari,merangkak,berlalu..baru je rasa masuk form 1 tetiba dah abih pmr..and skang neh da abih lower form..esok ak da jadi form 4..bdak kecik nie da besar..haha..prasan kecik lg..so, korang sume ape cerita? sume org da ade azam baru ke? ak tak pikir lg..tp yg pasti rasa2 nak tingkatkan achievement dlm study..hopefully ak dapat cope ngan suasana pembelajaran baru next year..takutnya laa nk blaja benda2 tu sume tp cam xsabar lak..2 in 1 lah..haha

semalam papa belanja makan kt food village..hik3..besh yg teramat sangat..nk g lagi! sempena tiga celbration..

1-Pmr dapat baik!
2-Papa dah dpt confirmation tuk stay keje kat Usm [xjadi pindah Trgnu..hik4]
3-Supaya Cudi happy2 sb da nak g Srawak..huhu [sedih..woa!]

Flashback jp:

Taon 2009 nie taon yg paling memenatkan seanjang hidup ak kat stf..tp yg paling enjoy sb sama3 penat blaja ngan kawan2 n sama2 seronok [melancong] sekitar Johor ngan kawan2,,hik3..abih satu johor kitorang tawaf..

kpd sesape yg ak tersakit hati ke ape..i'm sooo SORRY!..kpd semua org yg bring me joy..nak cakap berbakul-bakul thank you..esok lusa da busy packing so maybe this is my last post until taon depan laa kot..nanti balik cuti lagi..hmm..doakan ak kat sekolah happy2 selamat and berjaya erk..tq2..ak pon doakan sume kawan2 mencapai kebahagiaan walau di mana anda berada..hik3[cm nak g mne jep]

azam taon 2009 ak rasanya ada yg tak tercapai lg..

• nk dpt straight As [ok]
• nk jd bdak baik [tak ok] kdg2 rasa cm xbaek lg
• ntah ape lg~

mara ke depn lak:

taon depan or lebih senang esok! ak harap ak akn jd a better person and muslimah yg sejati sket..adeih..pastu nk kena kurangkan berangan psst: Berry! da xleh berangan prince charming dah..haha..spm whoa~

ak harap dapat g silat kat kedah next yer..doakan yep..and dpt jd pelajar yg lebih berjaya drpd taon nie..taon nie rasa cm tak berguna sket..har3[merepek ape laa nie] tu je kot tuk kali nie..last thing to say

**good bye 2009 WELCOME 2010**

selamat tahun baru 2010!

reunion 14 dis~

Assalamualaikum W>B>T

so nk dijadikan cerita on 14th dec hr tu aku ikut reunion ngan kawan2 sekolah rendah..tp sb nak mudah, kitorang buat kat sekolah rendah je..so, everyonemanage to attend tp unfortunately, ada jgk yg miss atas reason2 yg takleh nk dielak..tape laa maknanya tade rezeki dioranglaa nk jmpe faraheliena kawan2 lame..[lama ke?]haha

erm.kitorang kumpul kul 10 pg then makan2 sket..borak2 pasal sume benda..lepas rindu arh konon..haha..ak rasa ak tak rindu sesape pon tp adalaa rasa nk jmpe tu..nk tengk sape yg dah jd cam makcik2 ke..pakcik2 ke..hehe

tatau da nk cite ape sb ntah..xleh nk describe suasana masa tu..yg pasti besh laa sb dpt jmpe balik kawan2 zaman kecik..[haha..skrg da besar sngt je.]mals dah nk tules..kalo sudi..scroll down n tengklaa sendiri ape kitore buat..

mengimbau kenangan 3 taon lepas..hak4

jejaka2 idaman malaya..hak4

awek2 cun..hahaha

depan kelas 6 alpha!!
missing ol' tymes..

nie yg sampai tepat pd masanya..hik4

*smile* alamak! background spoil..huhu

gadis2 ayu skolah kite..huk4


THE_END

so..what do you think? eventhough kitorang tak buat kt mall and just kt skolah je..i think better that way sb lebih mudah n baru laa ada feel..kan? kan? i take it as yes..after makan2 kami2 g naek bilik komputer sb ada cikgu yg dtg buat keje..dpt jmpe ustazah, cekg azlina, cekg azuni and cekgu AZIAH..[miss you soo much cekgu..bestnya dpt jmpe lg..] cekgu2 ingat aku lagi..hik4..tq cekgu..doakan keputusan kami2..

then..kul2 ptg tue..ak pon baliklaa..hmm..sedih jgk sb adiba will be moving to Sabah and will be staying there..haih!

to adiba: be happy kt sne..jgn lupekan kami2 di semenanjung..take care..have fun..kem salam mama n family..nanti baliklaa jenguk kitorang tau!

padan muka!

Assalamualaikum W>B>T

[nmpaknya post pasal reunion kena tangguh dulu sb gmbr, dayah tak kasi lg..hoho]

lgpon sepatutnya mlm nie xleh on9 sb hmwok cm tak sempat nk siap je..haha
tp buat2 cm sempt je laa...post nie pon actually khas dibuat sb homework kesayanganku..
padan muka tu tuk ak sb xbuat awal2 kalo tak, da siap da sume tp beselaa kalo tak, tak panggil cuti lak kalo tak menikmati dngn nikmatnya..haha

cm biasa bangun da dekat lunch tp slalu akn menyempatkan diri tuk tengk conan..haha
so bila da tinggal lagi 3 minggu je lg tuk open school barulaa berkalut3 nak completekan hw yg mcm construction site tu..hmm

as for now:
bm-->tak fikir lg cmne nk buat.tp akn diusahakan
bi -->99% siap
sej-->10% siap baru :)
chem-->5% baru start..hak3

disebabkan result yg sngt membanggakn uh ak pon akan di ban from using online'ing' until my hw membuahkn hasil yg sempurna dan ready tuk dihntar..adeih is this mean ak xkan dpt nk on9 until 2010? nobody knows..ak je yg menentukan..hak3

doakn so that i'll finish those works fast..ssh laa nk buat benda yg berguna..duk buang masa dpn tv tu rasa kejap lak..an?

bestnya kalo dpt men salji!

homework oh homework..i love you..

cuti2 tmn kota kubang labu!

*firstly: dedicate love kt ats tu to all my beloved ones..

salam tengh hari..so ape kaba ? ape aktiviti masa cuti kamu2 semua ? mesti best..hmm..kadang2 ak jealous ngan diorang2 yg dpt g mlancong oversea ke memana ke waktu cuti nie..tinggal pilih je tempat best and go..as for me ? holiday nie maksud dia ape je ? stay at home..kdg2 kuar shopping tp still i cherish all that things sb ada yg lg xbernasib baek frm me..at least ada tenet tuk buat all those hmworks and contact ngan kawan2..tp ye laa..duk ngadap benda nie je wt pe pon..nk jgk rasa close to nature..haha..tapelaa mybe something more exciting is waiting for me someday..w/pon xsure amende ak tau ada kegembiraan di sebalik semua kesedihan..and i like to ulang what [amirulsyahirah] selalu pesan : di setiap kesusahan pasti akan ada kemudahan..hmm..you really inspired me with those ayat kot..haha..tq..tape laa utk menyenangkan hati yg sedih tahap 88 nie i say "njoy ur cuti..surf tenet..tengok conan..siapkn homework and you'll get that kepuasan or maybe kebosanan membunuh.."HAHA sorry for this merepek merabai post..i really need to let it out..kalo x..hmm..xdpt byg..xnk jd yu zhu dlm cite [the little nyonya] HAHA...speaking about that.cite tu pon da end smlm so ak da tade keje kul 6-7 ptg every weekdays laa.adeih..

okke..enough merapu-inglaa..ak da rasa tenang sket sb da express all the things yg menyesakkan dada [konon] haha..gmbr nie jmpe kt yahoo image search masa buat bi smlm..tengah searching2 pic yg sesuai tuk folio tu..mata nie tertancap pd benda yg as for me sngt attractive..bkn saje gmbr nya cantek MALAHAN those ayat make me smile sendiri..wohoho.. my love for you is a journey, starting at forever, and ending at never
this post memang ak buat specially to mama papa siblings aunties uncles cousins and all my frends and family..i'm so lucky to have all of you..and to kak lisya jgk..my [bestest] sys ever!
i tade niat nk kupas this thing or what sb ak bknnya pandai pon..just that for the conclusion i would like to thank everyone that brings me joy...lucky faraheliena..hik3..

cherish every moment with your loved ones!

evening out kt kbmall

da masuk 5 dis. lama nya tak update..nak wt cmne ada masalah besar yg takleh nak dibantu org len..hu3..i'm away from this keyboard dua tiga hari nie sb sakit yg amat oo..nasib baik da nak ok.doakn so as i will sihat cepat ye..

semalam, 4 dis. ak, isya, mama and papa G pc fair kt kbmall..tak syok sangat sb cam tade benda yg best sangat or memang ak je yg rasa tak best sb tade benda yg ak nak carik..haha..xkesahlaa kan..smlm sebenarnya ada tujuan lain jgk apart from pegi pc fair tu..hihi..actually the main reason ak beriya2 sngt nk kuar sb kak ada was there too..so remembering that her place is way too far to reach, dia da ada kat kb lg senanglaa nk jumpe tp..

malang sekali, hasrat ku tak kesampaian..baru jep ak bertolak dr umah, dapat sms..kak ada da balik..huhu...tape..after spm je selasa ni kita plan..hik3

hmm..so ak pon follow je papa..last skali..papa beli hard disk tuk simpan segala lecture2 note dia tuh..and ak plak dapat mp3 baru..hehe..thank you ye..yg lame punya da hancur da..hak3
dlm kul 5.45 ptg kitorang sampai rumah..adik aku plak da lama balik dr projek dia ngan cik nor..
result: dua set pedang and mask [rayyan satu, dia satu]

pastu on the way balik.alahai..sy terserempak ngan prince charming..haha..ntahlaa..ak pon tak paham tp yg pasti mcm penah jmpe and macm kenal walaupun obviously no..mana penah ..ak da tiga taon duk skolah pompuan..haha..xkesahlaa..tp mcm best je..merepek..

tp i hope to meet that person again..[very tall] [wearing long sleeve ] [ white shirt ]kalo laa ko terbaca my blog nie..ak nak cakap..

cm penah jmpe..kenal sy tak?hik3 *gurau2 jep*

tu je post hr nie..hrp ada pc fair lg yg lebih menarik hati and dapat jmpe kak ada kt sane and prince charming tu jgk..huk3

2 pagi

tu laa waktu yg paling lewat ak penah tido..haha..xleh nk lawan bella lg..dia kt dorm bnyk kali gak tak tido..sama ada sb exam atau xcited nk balik..huk3 dia ngan najwa slalu laa gituu pastu sambung qiam terus..bagus tol..ak?haha..tak yah cakap..da tido kalo leh nak tido smpai petang lg..ak kat skolah dikenali sbgai org yg 'ntah' ak tatau cmne nk bgtau..tp routine ak..kalo tade exam..bangun kul 5.45 pg..plg awal kot..haha..tido plg lewat pon kul 11.35 pm...kul 12 memang da dibuai mimpi dah..

kalo exam pon yg da kronik sangat ak akn stay up laa kt study room tu sampai 1 am 12.30 am..plg lewat ms exam sej mid yer..haha..ak tido kul 1pg..padan muka..bukannya nak bc buku awal2..pastu mula nk jd beruang panda..tido lambat2..hmm..naseb baek lulus laa..tade r teruk sangat resultnya..berbaloi gak ak stay uplaa konon..hik3

smlm tido lmbt sb tunggu papa balik dr tengk match bola..liverpool lawan ape ntah..ak ingat liverpool jep..pastu kitorang ni ngada2 kirim roti tisu..haha..tunggu punya tunggu kul 1.45 baru sampai pesanannya..nak tak nak kena gak habiskan..tp ak tak tido agy masa tu sb petang tu dah hibernate berjam2..huk3

so..gitulaa citernya nape ak buat tajuk 2 pg..ntah pape..actually skrg tengh agak bosan gak..so merepek gini..

kalo farah syahirah bc : farah! say congrats to me again..hihihi