I'm not good --'

It's 3.26 pm and I am still in my room with a very hungry stomach. I don't feel like stepping outside of my room and go take a lunch. =.=' today, everything that can go wrong did. Right now, all I wish for is just that I can run to Ummu's dorm and 'lepak' while 'borak2' with Hanis and Amirul. If Syu is there would make things the better. Actually everything that happens today and the 'missing' I feel towards my friends overwhelm me and make the situation worse.HAHA apa lah over pulak rasa :')

Anyway, I am old enough to understand the situation and the others' feelings and pride that I need to care. See. I told you stepping in a new phase of life is hard and adapting is much more harder. --'Anyways a conclusion that I can make right now is that adulthood .... (awful) I guess at this stage, I just need to succumb to the situation..HEHE so sad :"(

I'm hungry.

Today is Saturday- I thought it is Monday already HAHA. Meaning that I will get to feel only one more time "pasar pagi Jumaat" which is gonna be this Friday as next weeks as it seems, I'll be on my way to become one-patriotic-citizen of Malaysia ! yeehaa I will be attending the National Service Programme. What a nice and beneficial way to spend my after-SPM holiday. kan? I am sure Affan will absolutely agree wth me about this.HAHA

Anyway, pray for my well being during the 3 months camping.HAHA Weirdly, I'm kind of excited to be there-the programme. I think this would be the once-in-a-life-time chance for me to do all the outdoor activities (no way mama akan bring me for a trip and do abseiling or flying fox kan?) It is my fate so maybe it IS going to be a good thing for me. Early exposure to boys, nature and how to handle m16 sounds great.HAHA Want to know the result? Just need to wait 17 of March :)

Be happy with what had, is and will happen to yourself and you will definitely be fine. So I am trying my best to set my mind to accept everything as it is and BE POSITIVE and KEEP SMILING :D

**habislahh hitam la I nak g amik result taun depan..kah3
**Biha pesan suruh pakai sunblock berlapis2..I'm thinking to consider abou the cadangan..not the berlapis part but the wearing sunblock part..I never had a sun block before.Ye lah bila nya nak guna.HAHA

That's all I guess. Haih.be tough faraheliena.This is just the start or maybe not yet?HAHA Nak sambung course apa nanti lagi pening u kena pikir and make decisions.life time decision. You live with ur field of working :) Till the next post.

## gramatical errors tu hope dibetulkan ehh- like ada je org bc..gahaha