07-12-2011

Salam satu Malaysia and selamat bercuti esp kpd form 5..hee..
I use Syu's pen.Lupa nak pulangkan that day and sambil dengar Paradise :)) I'm gonna bring the pen to PLKN..Syu I miss you so much esp when I hugged you..hahaha..Hanis I miss flying with you..BLE MAU TERBANGGG :'( haih..susah la tinggal jauh2..nak jmpe pon susah..macam xkan jumpa dah.ye la kelantan johor bukan macam wakaf bharu - pasir pekan.

Being a lone ranger while others are still sleeping in this living room make me sad bcos my mind keep reminiscing the memories..huhu I start to recall the sweet moments there..yup there.Sekolah Tun Fatimah <3 STF tu dirindui sb ada memories. Memories tu wujud sb ada THEM..yes THEM..GL0711..How I miss my friends :(

Dah lama xnangis sb perpisahan and that day 2nd December 2011.my eyes let the tears flow..It felt so awkward..that day..ye laa..leaving the nearly empty school knowing that you're not gonna return forever sangat la unbelievable. Of coursela sapa xnak balik rumah tapi realising that you're not going to meet ur friends as usual bila naik cuti and borak2 is not one normal thing ya now..Aku agak terkejut jugak bila sedar yg this goodbye is real..haha..setiap pertemuan ada perpisahan..sedih kan..painful fact though..

I don't know till that day yg separation from my beloved school and friends could hurt that much..and its ability to hurt people was totally undeniable.Aku ingat nak cool2 jep rupanya haha.. Good job..Bukan xsuka balik rumah tp I guess sume bdak2 srama yg dah lima tahun together akan rasa somethingla yg no one will understand unless u're in our shoes..

Tapi bila dah sekolah cmni, kawan2 dari negeri all over Malaysia tau..so susah lah nak jmpe unless duk KL tp tu pon dah xsama..gang2 aku bdak perlis, n9, cheras, melaka, perak..cane nak kumpul?haha..if jmpe pon dah xmungkin sama lagi..xkan nk jmpe pakai seluar tidur kot..haha..You just dont know how happy we are just to meet each other..how we shout everytime jmpe after naik cuti..hee..It's not like me at home at all..Skype pon mana sama..Xleh buat benda2 bangang dah..hehe..:p

I am truely grateful ALLAH tetapkan aku masuk STF and manage to finish my secondary school here.Banyak.Banyak benda yang aku dapat. Not only how to be independent berjauhan dgn family tp much much more..:D when I say MUCH MUCH maksud nya memang a lot.I gain the knowledge to survive..I learn what friendship really is.Susah sama susah..senang together senang..aku dulu ingat masa susah tade org akan stay tolong..how selfish is that?haha..lucky ALLAH kurniakan aku kawan2 yg amazing plus fabulous..

How to order BK, PHD...Tropikal fruit company pun best jugak.hesh PIKA i miss you gilak.thanks cheer up the dull and runsing nite..esoknya BIOLOGY kot..haha..Forever drmmates..i love u guys..gempak ah..org len mana de semangat tempatan cm kita..buah-buahan tempatan yg segar dan sedaaap..hehe

forever dormates MAJU ZAINON :))

next my classmates..ada ummu, hanis, syu, amirul,aqish,syakira,syaza, nazirah, nabilah, asma, syera, shera, syhra, aida, faiqah, intan, kirin dan lain2 xsempat nk list down semua..tp tape always in myheart,, dun wory. Hanisah.. ramai lg if i were to list them down..gosh.xde ape lg yg org boleh mintak to cheer up their days and school life apart from this perfect fabulous group of friends..huhuhu..I miss them HUGE time.xkan sama dah..tp i'm hoping that with me writing this post the memories will never fade. Please have each other and be strong okay..

GRANDILOQUENT 0711..KITA GEGAR KPM MARCH 2012 :))

I don't know what to do..apart from novel Cecelia tu and comics Iesya and facebooking..skyping..jogging pagi2..HAHAHAHA..true..everyone dah start ambik lesen kereta and me? nope..no idea..move onlaa.Mama still kat Perak...Papa xcakap apa2..xla kot..hesh..xpe afte PLKN sempat kt..if not ambk lesen kat uk je la..heee.skrg nak borak pon jadi masalah. dulu jerit je dah sampai dorm..waaa..i miss the moments already..my school gangs are the best..urs? haha

xcaya lagi yang i am a serikandi and had actually finished school man.i'm not a school girl anymore :) sedih kan tp xkan nak stay stagnant forever? I hate being big.Entering the adulthood phase meaning entering a whole new' hipokrit' world. xrasa ke..truth bites and reality hurts..Don't you think?

I think so -.<