:') I'm okayy

 

 So, this is me :D I'm good.

In life, failure is very important. When we face failure, that is when we learn how to cope with it, how to be stronger and how to deal with it wisely. What doesn't kill you make you stronger ain't it? So, chill faraheliena. Failing to get Petronas Sponsorship is not the end of the world. In fact, it makes me rethink about what I REALLY WANT TO DO IN THE FUTURE. Maybe ALLAH want me not to focus on geology so early. Like Che Nor told me " Let the options kept opened. You have two years to decide on what course you want to do when it comes to your degree." Who else will coax us if not ourselves right? Maybe HE wants me to learn the subjects first and think again on what path I want to choose. Geology or Medic or Pharmacy or Dentistry :) There's always a silver lining in everything that happens right. The most important thing is to be optimist. When we smile and think positively, it really change a lot of things in life. Somehow, we enjoy life more and appreciate the grace that ALLAH has given to us.

 

 ALLAH has a better plan for me InshaALLAH (:

Alhamdulillah I still got bursary as my back up plan. So, my dream to step my feet and be one of the students in Taylors College together with AMIRULSYAHIRAH is still in my grasp. I remembered what Kak Bedah told me just now "ALLAH wants you to make a good preparation at Malaysia first before flying to the other country. That's why you got the chance to do A Level and not ICPU or AFDP. Farah kan kuat." :') I will tell you what happen last night at the next post. This one is just a general draft about what I think and one of the way I want to assure myself to stay positive and REDA. I don't want to keep thinking and 'bersedih' on the result. hehe

 

 Alhamdulillah to have such great friends ^^

I am so touched and feeling very luck actually. It's because, when I got the bad news, I posted it in GL 0711 facebook page ( my batch's facebook account) and my friends were all very thoughtful. They posted on my wall .They made me want to cry. hehe They boosted my spirit again. Their concerned advice helped me to get through the pain and realized that everything would be okay. Also, Kak Miraz and my other facebook friends gave me their piece of mind. *A lot if I were to mention them here. Helpful sangat :")Tia and Dayah coaxed me with their own way through text messages. ^^ Life does sucks Tia. haha I guess I will be continuing the story in the next post. More specific one. InshaALLAH~